For Aaron

[sonicwhite]

I’m asking anyone here who is hurting over Aaron’s passing to PM me.

I want to pray and help you. I know what it’s like to lose someone.

I’m not preaching on here because ppl often shy away from it.

Folks please.


You can always PM me and I’ll witness and pray.

 

[Xorkoth]

Thanks for the offer. Aaron (aihfl) was a wonderful person and a moderator of this forum. If any of you didn't know, he passed away recently. He has a thread in the Shrine to pay respects at: https://www.bluelight.org/xf/threads/❤️-rip-aihfl-❤️.874473/

 

[sonicwhite]

I felt like something was going to happen, I couldn’t put my finger on it.


When I saw he died I told myself I could of done more.

 

[sonicwhite]

Do any of you know what happened?

 

[Xorkoth]

No, I don't. And don't beat yourself up, there's only so much anyone can do for anyone else suffering from addiction issues.

 

[sonicwhite]

It just breaks my heart, from what I believe I fear the worst.


If you’ve ever experienced the pangs of hell you don’t want the worst person going there.


I’m not judging or saying that but it just feels like I screwed up.

Every time someone dies I feel like it’s my fault.

No matter who it is.

 

[sonicwhite]

I'm not saying the worst thing, All I'm saying is we never know when it's our time.

 

[Mafioso]

There is a always a tinge of regret in hindsight. This comes so unexpected to me... I have been bsuy with work and had just noticed he had been removed from TDS mod but wasn't sure why... this is surely a sad thing to hear. It wasn't long ago that he was post his thread "i'm back biatches", and seemed super happy, maybe a little to ecstatic about his new lease on life and his refound recovery....


wonder what happened.