So I've obviously done a fair bit of research on the topic because I know that that it's not something to take lightly i guess. Anyway, I'm going to try MDMA/pingers next weekend for the first time and I guess i'm just a little curious about a few things. Firstly, i have crohns disease and am currently on medications to treat it but am not in great health overall at the moment, and things aren't likely to improve until i have surgery…so its not like it could get any worse from that perspective. Pretty much all of my friends who i party with do MDMA, and I've always been the "anti-drugs" one who is completely against it all, but lately I've really been curious. I drink alcohol a lot, but it doesnt take much to get me drunk as I'm a 5'7, 100lbs 18-year-old girl. So most definitely a lightweight, as it takes literally a can of cider for me to be pretty damn tipsy!
I don't want to go all out and take a whole pill for the first time though, especially because of my health conditions, so was thinking of taking 1/4-1/2 of a pill to begin with…what type of effect do you think this would have on me, in terms of not taking a whole pill? I know it sounds stupid, but I guess I just dont want to take a whole one for the first time until I'm sure I'm not gonna have some massive adverse reaction and put myself in a hospital…even though I'm well aware of the risks and what not.
I don't want to go all out and take a whole pill for the first time though, especially because of my health conditions, so was thinking of taking 1/4-1/2 of a pill to begin with…what type of effect do you think this would have on me, in terms of not taking a whole pill? I know it sounds stupid, but I guess I just dont want to take a whole one for the first time until I'm sure I'm not gonna have some massive adverse reaction and put myself in a hospital…even though I'm well aware of the risks and what not.