Experiencing/Seeing God on Molly .
I saw and spoke with God on Molly . I wanted to share my experience with everyone and ask if this is normal on Molly ? It was my first experience on Molly . The drugs I?ve had experimented with before are LSD and Mushrooms . But I?ve never had a profound spiritual experience on them before . I expected Molly to be a party drug . So I had music and visuals ready : Tame Impala and glowing lights . But I didn?t know there would be a spiritual, life changing experience . It was pure Molly that was tested . I took two points . I was really nervous at first . The come up was horrendous , because I have anxiety issues . Then the music started sounding amazing ! So I went into my room and lied in bed .Then the peak hit . The music faded out and I didn?t pay attention to it , because I became lost in my head . I arrived inside a space of white light . And He was there . I knew who He was . And I was filled with overwhelming love and acceptance . I collapsed in his arms and cried . He held me and cradled me like the father who never showed me love or the mother who was never there . I begged for forgiveness , because I had so many sins I had committed and I felt unworthy . And I?ve done some really bad things that I won?t disclose here . He said everything is alright . That he loved me despite all that . He knew me . I couldn?t see His face , just a halo of light . Like looking into a white sun . There was just a suggestion of a body . But I could feel him all the same . I asked Him why he loves humanity so much when we?ve done so much wrong . He said , ? I have to , because you are my children? . And I cried again . I saw my body curled up in my bed, wrapped in my blanket . Crying and curled up in a fetal position , oblivious to the glowing lights I had put up , oblivious to the music that was blasting in my ears . My mind was filled with Him . Then we were chilling . We were admiring everything in silence . What were we looking at I was thinking ? Everything . It reminded me of when I was a child and I would sit on the roof with a friend or on a grassy knoll , just admiring the view . It?s strange to think that I was chilling with God . He radiated comfort and serenity . I wanted to stay there forever . I don?t remember when I snapped out of it . I just remember suddenly laying in bed , processing the whole experience . I tried LSD the next day hoping to experience it again . But it eluded me . I was just remembering the feeling but I wasn?t there with Him again . I was disappointed . Before all of this , I was a sad , depressed individual with suicidal ideations . Not to the point of actually doing it , but flirting with the idea . But after this I realize my life is precious, even if it sucks . And now I have an awareness that He?s watching me . I?m not a church going person . I haven?t gone since I was 10 . I believe religious institutions are bullshit . They?re not there to look after the people but only crave power and control . I was agnostic before this , but now I know He?s real . I still won?t go to church , but I?ll acknowledge him in my own way .
I want to ask again , has anyone experienced something similar ? Is this something that normally happens on Molly ? I?ve taken LSD and Mushrooms and experienced nothing similar . I thought LSD was supposed to give you such epiphanies . I?ve thought of Molly as a good feeling drug , to use at musical festivals and concerts, not as a spiritual enhancer . Anyways , that?s my experience . And I hope to have to have some input .
I saw and spoke with God on Molly . I wanted to share my experience with everyone and ask if this is normal on Molly ? It was my first experience on Molly . The drugs I?ve had experimented with before are LSD and Mushrooms . But I?ve never had a profound spiritual experience on them before . I expected Molly to be a party drug . So I had music and visuals ready : Tame Impala and glowing lights . But I didn?t know there would be a spiritual, life changing experience . It was pure Molly that was tested . I took two points . I was really nervous at first . The come up was horrendous , because I have anxiety issues . Then the music started sounding amazing ! So I went into my room and lied in bed .Then the peak hit . The music faded out and I didn?t pay attention to it , because I became lost in my head . I arrived inside a space of white light . And He was there . I knew who He was . And I was filled with overwhelming love and acceptance . I collapsed in his arms and cried . He held me and cradled me like the father who never showed me love or the mother who was never there . I begged for forgiveness , because I had so many sins I had committed and I felt unworthy . And I?ve done some really bad things that I won?t disclose here . He said everything is alright . That he loved me despite all that . He knew me . I couldn?t see His face , just a halo of light . Like looking into a white sun . There was just a suggestion of a body . But I could feel him all the same . I asked Him why he loves humanity so much when we?ve done so much wrong . He said , ? I have to , because you are my children? . And I cried again . I saw my body curled up in my bed, wrapped in my blanket . Crying and curled up in a fetal position , oblivious to the glowing lights I had put up , oblivious to the music that was blasting in my ears . My mind was filled with Him . Then we were chilling . We were admiring everything in silence . What were we looking at I was thinking ? Everything . It reminded me of when I was a child and I would sit on the roof with a friend or on a grassy knoll , just admiring the view . It?s strange to think that I was chilling with God . He radiated comfort and serenity . I wanted to stay there forever . I don?t remember when I snapped out of it . I just remember suddenly laying in bed , processing the whole experience . I tried LSD the next day hoping to experience it again . But it eluded me . I was just remembering the feeling but I wasn?t there with Him again . I was disappointed . Before all of this , I was a sad , depressed individual with suicidal ideations . Not to the point of actually doing it , but flirting with the idea . But after this I realize my life is precious, even if it sucks . And now I have an awareness that He?s watching me . I?m not a church going person . I haven?t gone since I was 10 . I believe religious institutions are bullshit . They?re not there to look after the people but only crave power and control . I was agnostic before this , but now I know He?s real . I still won?t go to church , but I?ll acknowledge him in my own way .
I want to ask again , has anyone experienced something similar ? Is this something that normally happens on Molly ? I?ve taken LSD and Mushrooms and experienced nothing similar . I thought LSD was supposed to give you such epiphanies . I?ve thought of Molly as a good feeling drug , to use at musical festivals and concerts, not as a spiritual enhancer . Anyways , that?s my experience . And I hope to have to have some input .
