Hi guys,
First time poster here, and first time mdma user.
I only drink alcohol on special occasions (less than once a month) and do no other drugs. I've done tiny ammounts of coke in the past year, but no interesting stories there. No weed, no nothing.
Five days ago I went to a party. I drank quite a bit. Then went to the toilet for a slash and met some guys there who were doing coke (at least I think it was). They shared it with my foolish self, but I did a very small ammount. Don't remember exactly, but it wasn't much at all. Then a bit later I took half a pill of mdma from a close friend (first time ever), who said it was high quality stuff (he knows his drugs). Other people who took the pill are fine.
Then I proceeded to go to an afterparty where I drank more and there is a chance I did something else, but it's slim- I don't remember doing anything and nor do the few people I knew there.
The first day after it was rough, but I slept through it. Later that night I had trouble falling asleep, but assumed it was because I slept the whole day.
The second night I fell asleep at midnight and woke up at 3am and could only go back to sleep after 2 hours of trying and a pill of bromazepam.
The third night I couldn't fall asleep naturally, so I took bromazepam and it didn't seem to help. Then took a shot of cough syrup which makes me sleepy and after quite a while I was asleep.
Tonight I didn't take anything to help me sleep and sure enough I didn't fall asleep at all.
During those times when I fell asleep, I slept till 1 or 2 am. It wasn't good quality sleep, but it's something. I've always found it wuite difficult to fall asleep, but not anywhere close to this.
I don't know if I feel anxious though. I do now because of all the horror stories I've read during this sleepless night, but generally I couldn't say that there is a noticable change in mood and so on.
I've ordered some HTP-5, will have it delivered this evening.
I am starting to get greatly paranoid and panic that I've stupidly harmed myself. I would be fine if not for the insomnia. Maybe someone has any ideas what to do, and what to expect and prepare for?
Oh, and PS- even though falling asleep before this trip was relatively difficult-ish, it very rarely took more than 15mins and I slept very deeply and long (though my sleep patterns were all over the place by choice).
Thanks!
First time poster here, and first time mdma user.
I only drink alcohol on special occasions (less than once a month) and do no other drugs. I've done tiny ammounts of coke in the past year, but no interesting stories there. No weed, no nothing.
Five days ago I went to a party. I drank quite a bit. Then went to the toilet for a slash and met some guys there who were doing coke (at least I think it was). They shared it with my foolish self, but I did a very small ammount. Don't remember exactly, but it wasn't much at all. Then a bit later I took half a pill of mdma from a close friend (first time ever), who said it was high quality stuff (he knows his drugs). Other people who took the pill are fine.
Then I proceeded to go to an afterparty where I drank more and there is a chance I did something else, but it's slim- I don't remember doing anything and nor do the few people I knew there.
The first day after it was rough, but I slept through it. Later that night I had trouble falling asleep, but assumed it was because I slept the whole day.
The second night I fell asleep at midnight and woke up at 3am and could only go back to sleep after 2 hours of trying and a pill of bromazepam.
The third night I couldn't fall asleep naturally, so I took bromazepam and it didn't seem to help. Then took a shot of cough syrup which makes me sleepy and after quite a while I was asleep.
Tonight I didn't take anything to help me sleep and sure enough I didn't fall asleep at all.
During those times when I fell asleep, I slept till 1 or 2 am. It wasn't good quality sleep, but it's something. I've always found it wuite difficult to fall asleep, but not anywhere close to this.
I don't know if I feel anxious though. I do now because of all the horror stories I've read during this sleepless night, but generally I couldn't say that there is a noticable change in mood and so on.
I've ordered some HTP-5, will have it delivered this evening.
I am starting to get greatly paranoid and panic that I've stupidly harmed myself. I would be fine if not for the insomnia. Maybe someone has any ideas what to do, and what to expect and prepare for?
Oh, and PS- even though falling asleep before this trip was relatively difficult-ish, it very rarely took more than 15mins and I slept very deeply and long (though my sleep patterns were all over the place by choice).
Thanks!
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