Hi!
I just came across a gel-cap with a dose of mdma crystals that a friend traded me for some mushrooms ^^ . He has tried the batch himself, and says it is good.
I have never done mdma before, but want to try it once, mainly hoping to reap some long-term therapeutical benefits.
I haven't experienced any particularly traumatic event(or ptsd). My problem is lacking satisfactory social support from family/friends while I was younger(and now for that matter) and being, nervous, stressed and unhappy over a long time. This has led me to having problems as an adult. Dysthymia is a pretty fitting diagnosis.
So, I'm looking for some tips for how to use my mdma gel-cap from experienced users. Also I have some questions:
- Which intention would you recommend me setting for my session, knowing the information above? On the one hand I could avoid external stimuli and focus on difficult feelings. On the other I could just enjoy the experience, well, just because it's awesome. This would hopefully let me see/experience the world from its best side. A memory that certainly could be helpful to bring with me.
- I am probably going to do it alone. Might be able to get a friend who is into mdma to join, but feeling a little uncomfortable about it since I might experience a lot of difficult feelings and I don't know him all that well. Is it possible to get therapeutic long term effects from doing it alone?
- In my comfy room or out in nature? :D
- Concerning testing: My friend said that the mdma was good. Is all this testing necessary with mdma, or just for xtc? Im not afraid that its weak or cut. It's the thought of bad chemicals from a sloppy synthesis would cause brain/health damage that is scary.
I just came across a gel-cap with a dose of mdma crystals that a friend traded me for some mushrooms ^^ . He has tried the batch himself, and says it is good.
I have never done mdma before, but want to try it once, mainly hoping to reap some long-term therapeutical benefits.
I haven't experienced any particularly traumatic event(or ptsd). My problem is lacking satisfactory social support from family/friends while I was younger(and now for that matter) and being, nervous, stressed and unhappy over a long time. This has led me to having problems as an adult. Dysthymia is a pretty fitting diagnosis.
So, I'm looking for some tips for how to use my mdma gel-cap from experienced users. Also I have some questions:
- Which intention would you recommend me setting for my session, knowing the information above? On the one hand I could avoid external stimuli and focus on difficult feelings. On the other I could just enjoy the experience, well, just because it's awesome. This would hopefully let me see/experience the world from its best side. A memory that certainly could be helpful to bring with me.
- I am probably going to do it alone. Might be able to get a friend who is into mdma to join, but feeling a little uncomfortable about it since I might experience a lot of difficult feelings and I don't know him all that well. Is it possible to get therapeutic long term effects from doing it alone?
- In my comfy room or out in nature? :D
- Concerning testing: My friend said that the mdma was good. Is all this testing necessary with mdma, or just for xtc? Im not afraid that its weak or cut. It's the thought of bad chemicals from a sloppy synthesis would cause brain/health damage that is scary.