Yeah i'm just really mad because i was suppose to get 10mg oxy's but the moron ran out and i felt needy to have to get something since it's literally been months of this dying depression, and not having the chance to get anything. I am very tempted to throw it away, because i was recently hungover and i felt the worse pain ever in almost over a year, and i am sure that these patches even cut in half will make me throw up. I'm suppose to be going out of town to my future city this monday to chicago so maybe i'll try it so that way if i vomit i can blame it on car sickness. It is not gel, well actually i just looked at it and i think it is. It is the 25mcg, watson transdermal patch it says on the cover and when i just opened it, it was a clear type patch will some liquid that might be gel, but i'm not sure.