Roachmon95
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 20, 2012
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I'm starting this thread for advice on coming off meth. I'm probably in no way special, but I really have no one to turn to. I have an extremely addictive personality, having my run with Opiates (3yrs), and pretty much every other drug. I've been doing this shit for two weeks, and I feel like my world has crumbled around me. I know its bullshit, and I don't want to be over dramatic. However, it all feels too real to me.
I really need to get this thing under control or I know it will take a hold of me. I have everything going for me right now too. I'm in school heading towards a great career (which I've completely blown of for weeks), a great girlfriend (who would probably leave me if she knew), A loving family. I could be doing so much more, but it seems like i've lost interest in everything. Even the meth isn't doing a whole lot for me. I've abused Amphetamines in the past, as i'm prescribed one. ever to this extent however. I've gone through 3 grams in 2 weeks and I just bought another sac last night.
I'm afraid of whats gonna happen on the come down. I'm pretty busy with school and work. I don't have time to sleep for a week or whatever. Plus I already have a hard enough time staying motivated as it is and i'm falling behind in school. I just don't really know where to go from here. Like I said, I have no one around me to talk about this. If anyone found out I was dabbling with this shit, I would be kicked out of my home, kicked out school (I'm studying for a profession that has a zero tolerance drug use policy), Have no girlfriend, I don't know what would happen. I'm already on enough shit as it is. I'm trying to kick subs, I take klonopin, vyvanse (which I've been avoiding), dependent on phenibut, and recently alcohol has been thrown into the mix.
I can already see the toll this stuff is taking on my body. I have a hard time sleeping and get really paranoid at night. As far as mentally, I don't want to do anything but more drugs. I can't find the motivation to study, or even do things that I normally enjoy. There's a million other things I want to say, but I don't think it will help the point i'm trying to make. Anyone whos been in a similar situation, please offer me some advice. I don't want this to become a bigger thing than it already has. At the same time, I don't want to feel shittier than I already do. I'm stuck. Any and all experiences, advice, anything is welcome. I can't let this take over.
I really need to get this thing under control or I know it will take a hold of me. I have everything going for me right now too. I'm in school heading towards a great career (which I've completely blown of for weeks), a great girlfriend (who would probably leave me if she knew), A loving family. I could be doing so much more, but it seems like i've lost interest in everything. Even the meth isn't doing a whole lot for me. I've abused Amphetamines in the past, as i'm prescribed one. ever to this extent however. I've gone through 3 grams in 2 weeks and I just bought another sac last night.
I'm afraid of whats gonna happen on the come down. I'm pretty busy with school and work. I don't have time to sleep for a week or whatever. Plus I already have a hard enough time staying motivated as it is and i'm falling behind in school. I just don't really know where to go from here. Like I said, I have no one around me to talk about this. If anyone found out I was dabbling with this shit, I would be kicked out of my home, kicked out school (I'm studying for a profession that has a zero tolerance drug use policy), Have no girlfriend, I don't know what would happen. I'm already on enough shit as it is. I'm trying to kick subs, I take klonopin, vyvanse (which I've been avoiding), dependent on phenibut, and recently alcohol has been thrown into the mix.
I can already see the toll this stuff is taking on my body. I have a hard time sleeping and get really paranoid at night. As far as mentally, I don't want to do anything but more drugs. I can't find the motivation to study, or even do things that I normally enjoy. There's a million other things I want to say, but I don't think it will help the point i'm trying to make. Anyone whos been in a similar situation, please offer me some advice. I don't want this to become a bigger thing than it already has. At the same time, I don't want to feel shittier than I already do. I'm stuck. Any and all experiences, advice, anything is welcome. I can't let this take over.