A lot of suppressed memories have come up since I've stopped taking sedatives and some are quite funny. They just freaked me out so much at the time.
- In the second grade, I sat with another girl across two boys and one day one of the boys said about the other, "He has a crush on one of you, and it's either Nina or Lena, and it's not Lena." I was so mortified, by my best friend said it wasn't like I had a crush on him, so I suppressed it.
- In summer camp, when I was 8-9, there was a fat boy with red hair who was about 12 and also had a nasty temper who everyone called Barrels. We were all scared of him, but one day someone said "Barrels wants to talk to you", so I went and he shouted "DO YOU WANT TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND?" so I said "No..." and he yelled "WHY NOT?". I blacked out after that but it was traumatic.
- One of the times that sticks out is when I was abut 14 and went with my friend to an area with some skaters, because she was interested in one of them, and then one of them got interested in me and would come and sit and stare intensely at me on the stairs. He was kind of short and good-looking, with dark hair and blue eyes, and looked like something out of Omen.
But that's just some of the ones that made a scar on my mind. Interactions with the opposite sex at a young age are really awkward.
- In the second grade, I sat with another girl across two boys and one day one of the boys said about the other, "He has a crush on one of you, and it's either Nina or Lena, and it's not Lena." I was so mortified, by my best friend said it wasn't like I had a crush on him, so I suppressed it.
- In summer camp, when I was 8-9, there was a fat boy with red hair who was about 12 and also had a nasty temper who everyone called Barrels. We were all scared of him, but one day someone said "Barrels wants to talk to you", so I went and he shouted "DO YOU WANT TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND?" so I said "No..." and he yelled "WHY NOT?". I blacked out after that but it was traumatic.
- One of the times that sticks out is when I was abut 14 and went with my friend to an area with some skaters, because she was interested in one of them, and then one of them got interested in me and would come and sit and stare intensely at me on the stairs. He was kind of short and good-looking, with dark hair and blue eyes, and looked like something out of Omen.
But that's just some of the ones that made a scar on my mind. Interactions with the opposite sex at a young age are really awkward.
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