Hey there everyone, a few years ago when I was 17 I started to really get into drugs having already done coke x acid and shrooms by that time i knew what they were like but I wasn't too interested in them because I was in high school but half way through my junior year I dropped out and started drinking and experimenting with Xanax and anything I could get my hands on really. This grew into a problem of poly drug abuse because I lived alone and received money for food every week but instead I'd just get by with food and buy any drugs I could get. I was taking X 5 times a month and doing a lot Xanax every weekend when drinking. I started doing coke like a ball a week or more for a while cause my close friend was dealing. I tried heroin and did that for about a month but didn't like what it did to me and how mean I was when I was coming down.
Durning this whole time I was so focused on drugs, I didn't see the kid I was dissapering. My life went way down hill all I wanted was to get high and I lost almost all my friends due to this. I lost my life, I lost who I was, everything about me was gone.
Over the past year I've stopped doing hard drugs and I've lost my interest in them and have gained control when I'm around them.
A month or two ago I had a life changing experience involving LSD and meditation and I've started to see what I did to my life and that I didn't care about anything but drugs and I don't like that. I've been trying to regain my interests but it's not as easy as I thought it would be. im still very interested in psychedelics but I don't want that to be the focus of my life.
How do you find yourself after completely losing your self to drugs?
Where did you start?
I want to know if anyone has experienced this same thing and if so how did you find who you were again?
Durning this whole time I was so focused on drugs, I didn't see the kid I was dissapering. My life went way down hill all I wanted was to get high and I lost almost all my friends due to this. I lost my life, I lost who I was, everything about me was gone.
Over the past year I've stopped doing hard drugs and I've lost my interest in them and have gained control when I'm around them.
A month or two ago I had a life changing experience involving LSD and meditation and I've started to see what I did to my life and that I didn't care about anything but drugs and I don't like that. I've been trying to regain my interests but it's not as easy as I thought it would be. im still very interested in psychedelics but I don't want that to be the focus of my life.
How do you find yourself after completely losing your self to drugs?
Where did you start?
I want to know if anyone has experienced this same thing and if so how did you find who you were again?