So I'm not trying to die, therefor, I went and made an account here.
Anyways. I don't usually do coke but when I do, I always do a lot. I did about 1.5-2 grams of coke yesterday, along with a bar (xanax 2mg) in the day time and one like 4 hours before I slept. When I got home, I smoked some weed and went to sleep. I am generally very unhealthy. I don't get the munchies anymore and it's not the cocaine because I've only done it these two days within two months at least.
Urg. I am trying to get to the point. Right now, I did a whole lot of coke I don't even know how much but I had an 8ball. There's still a good amount left and I want to sleep. I have bars and weed and ambien. I don't know which one to take to sleep. I am going to smoke weed at some point tonight. I just don't know the order for the xanax, coke, and weed. (the weed won't do much and I'm worried cause xanax is a downer and coke makes my heart race. It's the paranoia. I committed these stupid acts yesterday and only now am I bothered by how reckless tonight could turn into. I also read that xanax can turn down the effects of coke, and I know for a fact my coke is only about 40% pure so I want it to work as well.
In order to combat the come down from coke, I decided to do less and less till I'm doing a key bump. I haven't taken the bar yet, and I'm wondering if I should take it now or later since I am going to continue doing coke.
Starting at 11pm, I did two fat lines, then like half an hour later, I did a quarter less about. I think. it's been an hour since then, and I'm about to do a line.
Forget about the ambien, unless someone has some great advice regarding it.
So when do I take the bar?
on another note, bong or joint tonight?
*update, I just took the bar. Split it in half and swallowed it. before it kicks in, Imma do maybe two more lines or bumps I don't know. I always do what I feel is okay but that's always too much according to other people.
Anyways. I don't usually do coke but when I do, I always do a lot. I did about 1.5-2 grams of coke yesterday, along with a bar (xanax 2mg) in the day time and one like 4 hours before I slept. When I got home, I smoked some weed and went to sleep. I am generally very unhealthy. I don't get the munchies anymore and it's not the cocaine because I've only done it these two days within two months at least.
Urg. I am trying to get to the point. Right now, I did a whole lot of coke I don't even know how much but I had an 8ball. There's still a good amount left and I want to sleep. I have bars and weed and ambien. I don't know which one to take to sleep. I am going to smoke weed at some point tonight. I just don't know the order for the xanax, coke, and weed. (the weed won't do much and I'm worried cause xanax is a downer and coke makes my heart race. It's the paranoia. I committed these stupid acts yesterday and only now am I bothered by how reckless tonight could turn into. I also read that xanax can turn down the effects of coke, and I know for a fact my coke is only about 40% pure so I want it to work as well.
In order to combat the come down from coke, I decided to do less and less till I'm doing a key bump. I haven't taken the bar yet, and I'm wondering if I should take it now or later since I am going to continue doing coke.
Starting at 11pm, I did two fat lines, then like half an hour later, I did a quarter less about. I think. it's been an hour since then, and I'm about to do a line.
Forget about the ambien, unless someone has some great advice regarding it.
So when do I take the bar?
on another note, bong or joint tonight?
*update, I just took the bar. Split it in half and swallowed it. before it kicks in, Imma do maybe two more lines or bumps I don't know. I always do what I feel is okay but that's always too much according to other people.
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