Plurple
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I took 3-4 hits of really good acid around 12 am on Monday. It was my first time tripping on acid and I had taken .2 of MDMA the day before and felt no effects. I planned on only taking one hit, but because I didn't feel the MDMA the day before I wanted to make sure I felt the acid, and that I was seeing things. I remember reading somewhere that around 2 hits is the max of what beginners should take and that experienced trippers should take 4-5 hits to truly feel the effects of it. I said screw it and I wanted to see everything that acid was about. Because I was feeling nervous I didn't take all of it at once either. I did however take it all within the span of 45 min.
During my trip I felt really alone in my head and I was scared of letting go of my reality. I let go of my reality because I knew my mind was in a scary place and I knew I couldn't get out of it. So, I just decided to roll with it.
Now, even today I still feel just really in my own head and disconnected from everyone else. While I was tripping I realized I am no longer in love with my partner who recently beat me. It made me realize that I really am alone and that I don't depend on anyone, like in my "old" reality. I feel new and reborn and like I'm learning everything over again, just with a new light and perspective. I love and hate it at the same time. I still love my mom and the rest of my family. Just with a new light.
What are your experiences with detachment and "spiritual" trips?
During my trip I felt really alone in my head and I was scared of letting go of my reality. I let go of my reality because I knew my mind was in a scary place and I knew I couldn't get out of it. So, I just decided to roll with it.
Now, even today I still feel just really in my own head and disconnected from everyone else. While I was tripping I realized I am no longer in love with my partner who recently beat me. It made me realize that I really am alone and that I don't depend on anyone, like in my "old" reality. I feel new and reborn and like I'm learning everything over again, just with a new light and perspective. I love and hate it at the same time. I still love my mom and the rest of my family. Just with a new light.
What are your experiences with detachment and "spiritual" trips?