SmallChange38
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- Feb 12, 2016
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Hey guys, new to the community here but done a lot of fringe reading over the years. Before I get into my main question, I'll post some pertinent information about myself and my current situation. I'm 29 and have done opiates (very) spottily for about the past 15 years or so. Mostly pills, but also a fair amount of street H mixed in there as well. I've always been very good overall about not doing it very often (maybe 5 to 10 times total in a year, sometimes less), and as such, have obviously never developed a physical addiction. The most I might go on is about a two day bender, but that's it.
Queue to recently, about 2 1/2 or so months ago, right after Thanksgiving time, one of my teeth started hurting me horrendously. Being as I don't have insurance, it took me a little while to even be seen and diagnosed, let alone actually taken care of. In the mean time, all I really had to use for the pain was street dope. I originally started off with pharms, mostly Percs and Vics with a few Oxys when I could find 'em, but eventually that got to be prohibitively expensive and I figured the only thing I could do was make do with street dope. So I started scoring that. I took the pills for about a week and after starting with the H I snorted it for about a week before starting to bang it, as once again, I figured it more cost effective.
Anyhow, 2 1/2 months of mostly IV dope use is obviously more than enough to create an uncomfortable enough withdrawal, so cut to yesterday, I shot up my last bag of Batman at about 8 in the morning, and headed off (FINALLY) to my dentist appointment where I had the offending tooth extracted. Then I was off home to detox, as I have NO plans in harboring a constant addiction. I went home and prepared to start getting sick, and, having scored some Suboxone (3 8/2mg films), waited the inaugural 24hr waiting period and finally at 9am the next morning (25hrs!) I took a half of one sub strip, or 4mg bupe. I'm doing really well with everything honestly, a little uncomfortable, but comfy enough. I'm even thinking of possibly attempting to not take any more Suboxone, or at the least, dose once more with it, before leaving that alone, as I REALLY don't want to gain an addiction to a drug that doesn't even have the promise of getting you high.
Anyhow, onto my question. Assuming I detox successfully, which I'm 100% positive I will. I know that might sound ridiculous, but believe it or not, I've had a little dope the whole time, I kept some in the off chance that I'd enter precipitated withdrawals that I could get myself out of them. I really don't have much of a mental crutch in regards to using dope. At least not in the classic addict's sense.
My question is, after I'm done taking the Suboxone, and say I wait another three or four days or even a little more after my last dose of Sub, if I were to shoot dope, would it 1.)make me high as per normal?, 2.)Would it do anything to my body as far as bringing back any physical need for it? That is to say, will shooting up once shortly after kicking a habit enough to throw one back into a physical addiction so as to cause withdrawal symptoms? and 3.) Would my tolerance have gone down at all during that period? I wouldn't think it would but I figured I might as well ask since I'm here. Any input on this matter would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
SmallChange
Queue to recently, about 2 1/2 or so months ago, right after Thanksgiving time, one of my teeth started hurting me horrendously. Being as I don't have insurance, it took me a little while to even be seen and diagnosed, let alone actually taken care of. In the mean time, all I really had to use for the pain was street dope. I originally started off with pharms, mostly Percs and Vics with a few Oxys when I could find 'em, but eventually that got to be prohibitively expensive and I figured the only thing I could do was make do with street dope. So I started scoring that. I took the pills for about a week and after starting with the H I snorted it for about a week before starting to bang it, as once again, I figured it more cost effective.
Anyhow, 2 1/2 months of mostly IV dope use is obviously more than enough to create an uncomfortable enough withdrawal, so cut to yesterday, I shot up my last bag of Batman at about 8 in the morning, and headed off (FINALLY) to my dentist appointment where I had the offending tooth extracted. Then I was off home to detox, as I have NO plans in harboring a constant addiction. I went home and prepared to start getting sick, and, having scored some Suboxone (3 8/2mg films), waited the inaugural 24hr waiting period and finally at 9am the next morning (25hrs!) I took a half of one sub strip, or 4mg bupe. I'm doing really well with everything honestly, a little uncomfortable, but comfy enough. I'm even thinking of possibly attempting to not take any more Suboxone, or at the least, dose once more with it, before leaving that alone, as I REALLY don't want to gain an addiction to a drug that doesn't even have the promise of getting you high.
Anyhow, onto my question. Assuming I detox successfully, which I'm 100% positive I will. I know that might sound ridiculous, but believe it or not, I've had a little dope the whole time, I kept some in the off chance that I'd enter precipitated withdrawals that I could get myself out of them. I really don't have much of a mental crutch in regards to using dope. At least not in the classic addict's sense.
My question is, after I'm done taking the Suboxone, and say I wait another three or four days or even a little more after my last dose of Sub, if I were to shoot dope, would it 1.)make me high as per normal?, 2.)Would it do anything to my body as far as bringing back any physical need for it? That is to say, will shooting up once shortly after kicking a habit enough to throw one back into a physical addiction so as to cause withdrawal symptoms? and 3.) Would my tolerance have gone down at all during that period? I wouldn't think it would but I figured I might as well ask since I'm here. Any input on this matter would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
SmallChange