SixBuckets
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I've been using 30 mg of Temazapam for sleep for 11 years now. I was put on it after failing trials of every other sleep med out there. I have periodically tried other meds as they became available.
I've just moved and changed psych docs. My new doc had a fit when she found out that i'd been on Temazapam and Lorazapam for 11 years straight, and then informed me that due to my mental health situation (Bipolar, generalized anxiety, PTSD, etc.) and physical health issues, she felt the risks of attempting to withdraw me from the meds, especially since I have not increased my dosages and do not abuse them, outweighed the risks of me continuing to take them.
So, I've basically been informed that it's healthier for me to remain dependent on benzos! Interestingly, the only thing I've noticed when I've tried not taking the benzos is horrific rebound anxiety and simply not sleeping. The problem with this is that the anxiety renders me non-functional and the lack of sleep throws me into a manic state after 3-4 days.
As of the last time i tried this, I was not aware of the seizure risk, and only recently found out that i was risking my life playing games with my medications. I figured it would be like when I quit taking Vicodin after knee surgery many years ago: feel crappy for a week and then you're over it.
Now my medical care team has me scared to death to run out of my "fix".
This is pretty much me! I've been taking Stilnox and Imovane (alternately, not together) for over a decade. If I miss them, I just don't sleep - no seizures, no withdrawal, just insomnia.