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Forever Changes said:
I tried Modafinil with caffeine pills but didn't notice a difference tbh. I thought 200mg was a standard dose as that's what the pills come as, at least the brand I got.

Also planning to try Phenibut



As an expereinced stim user, do you really find Modafinil that good?
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I do, yeah. Very useful on occasion for sure

Not in a euphoric high sense, but definitely in a focus-n-get-shit-done-much-more-easily sense. It does feel "good" though, but not euphoric style good. Not even when I dosed 200mg - just felt wired and slightly unpleasant then

It's the most focussed I've ever managed to get on a stim - maybe the only one I've ever managed to be productive on even. I wonder if it's because I only associate it with productivity, whereas I associate amphet/meth/coke etc with hedonism. Dunno
 
Ketamine which I think I need to put down due to my sinuses. So that sucks because K is a great work week dissociative considering the short duration.

DMXE has been great this last year or so. Always puts me in a good headspace. Got my first batch of it for a while in today and will be enjoying it.

4-HO-MET and 4-HO-MIPT have been nice for weekly/bi-weekly brain dissecting.

Been feeling the pull towards stimulants again. We'll see which one sticks. I miss being able to get cheap adderall. In High School I could get 30mg for $5 or less but can't afford to pay $1 per mg and meth quality these days is atrocious. I'll probably see if I can score some decent meth next time my roomie is out of town on business
 
Forever Changes said:
I tried Modafinil with caffeine pills but didn't notice a difference tbh. I thought 200mg was a standard dose as that's what the pills come as, at least the brand I got.

Also planning to try Phenibut



As an expereinced stim user, do you really find Modafinil that good?
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Not sure if that question was for me or APF, but Yes I do - it helps me function and it gives me a mood lift - it helps me with the symptoms of inattentive of ADHD, many of which I have and which otherwise blight my life:
  • Having difficulty focusing on tasks at school or work
  • Not paying close attention to detail, which can result in careless mistakes in schoolwork or work assignments
  • Being disorganized, resulting in missed appointments and deadlines
  • Getting distracted easily
  • Leaving tasks such as assignments, chores, or other activities incomplete
  • Frequently losing personal belongings and valuables
  • Forgetting things often
  • Failing to follow through on instructions and appearing not to listen when spoken to directly
  • Avoiding tasks that require sustained focus for longer periods of time
In the absence of any other ADHD treatment Modafinil helps. It is listed as an off label ADHD medication, but it works for most of the above. Substance use and disclosing it to the Dr is very much a double edge sword for getting an ADHD diagnosis. On the one hand substance use can itself be a symptom of ADHD as it can show how much a person has trouble resisting impulses, and has struggled with their brain chemistry, and has felt they needed something to help them in the absence of any other treatment.

You need to evidence struggles and difficulties as part of the assessment. I would kind of need to mention my drug use, as it's a big part of my struggles. If I didn't I'd have a hard job explaining where and how I've struggled.

On the other hand if the drug use is very recent or even current you're going to be deemed high risk for receiving meds. So ideally everything would be well in the past. Also things like benzo use especially can almost certainly worsen ADHD symptoms. UNfortunately, the insomnia a person has to endure when they quit benzos makes the ADHD symptoms worse than ever as lack of sleep is a total disaster for ADHD. And this goes on until some semblance of normal sleep can be restored. And then there's possible other damage caused by benzos which again is unknown how long that will take to heal across different individuals.

200mg is the standard dose of modafinil. I've seen it listed somewhere that you can take it twice a day, if needed (due to faster metabolism etc.)

I know that I had my ADHD symptoms long before I ever used a benzo. So they can't be blamed for everything, although they are almost certainly not helping.
 
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ageingpartyfiend said:
I do, yeah. Very useful on occasion for sure

Not in a euphoric high sense, but definitely in a focus-n-get-shit-done-much-more-easily sense. It does feel "good" though, but not euphoric style good. Not even when I dosed 200mg - just felt wired and slightly unpleasant then

It's the most focussed I've ever managed to get on a stim - maybe the only one I've ever managed to be productive on even. I wonder if it's because I only associate it with productivity, whereas I associate amphet/meth/coke etc with hedonism. Dunno
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Yeah I agree. Modafinil is generally more suitable for productive things rather than hedonistic things. It can give a bit of a boost to musical appreciation, especially in combos, and it can give porn etc a bit more of an edge, but generally it's good for focus and getting things done. I have to be wary of using that focus for good and not just randomly browsing and posting on the internet by default, sometimes in useful ways though often not. I'm glad I've never brought any of the recent gaming consoles, I know that the amount of time I would end up losing would be very bad news for me.

I think this is a common thing in stims in general for all people, but maybe especially in people with ADHD, in that many stims will provide focus or energy, but they don't magically cause a person to focus on the right things. The person has to do that bit themselves. Although obviously someone is more likely to focus on productive things on something like modafinil as opposed to something like mephedrone where musical appreciation and 'the horn' goes off the scale.
 
I've been noticing alot as I get older I can't consume the same amount of stims or alcohol as I once could.

Been using sporadically lately maybe once every 10 days some high quality clean coke. Other than that a few smokes of weed here n there and the odd benzo.

I'm thinking possibly some low dose ketamine and lsd and meditation soon to cure my depression and give me a positive charge.

Still my favorite drugs are cocaine, weed, LSD and ketamine. And I've flirted with everything from heroin to Crystal meth even aswell in the past, believe me I leave no stone unturned and this is my conclusion after 20 years of drug use and abuse.
 
It was 3rd time lucky with Temazepam last night after not getting anything out of it the first 2 times I tried..

I used Temazepam instead of Nitrazepam in my Modafinil comedown cocktail which involves a little pregabz and alcohol too. I took the Temazepam before food this time, and went very easy on the alcohol to start with. They are the eggs so the dose cant be reduced and I was a little wary of them.

I was expecting to feel something like the pleasant but heavy narcotic haze that Nitrazepam provides in this situation, but I couldn't really feel anything at all for some time. But I wasn't feeling sleepy that's for sure.

I put some music on and that's when things took off and became a definite high. I was surprised to discover that musical appreciation was massively enhanced, in a new way compared to everything else previously. It was probably the combo of everything that worked so well, and probably the tail end of the modafinil wearing off that gave everything some energy. But benzos normally take the edge off music and dull it. Not temazepam though. Music was enhanced, so unlike any other benzo I've ever used in this combo. It was like nothing else.

I know this post is bad HR so to balance things out slightly I will mention that I know Temazepam can be very dangerous for the brain if used in large doses for any length of time. And combos like this aren't recommended unless you know your tolerance with each item and how they react with each other. This was my 2nd time using Temaz in this combo. It hadn't worked previously when I took it after food with this combo, to err on the side of caution. I tried it on it's own first time, it just sent me to sleep. 2nd time in the combo it didn't do anything. 3rd time I went easy on the alcohol until I knew I was alright.

I've only bought one small order of jellies. I don't think I'll buy any more, although the effects were great I think this would be best kept as a one time only purchase. I can see how it could easily become addictive, and a temazepam addiction is said to be very nasty and dangerous. Plus it would be taking me in the wrong direction in escalating my usage, when I'm really wanting to be planning towards reducing. It it something that's nice to experience and have a little dabble in, but I wouldn't want it to become anything too regular and long term, with inevitably escalating doses just to get the same kick.
 
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elgoucho9 said:
And I've flirted with everything.........in the past, believe me I leave no stone unturned and this is my conclusion after 20 years of drug use and abuse.
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And here folks we have another Idiot.
So this amazing BL member has taken everything they say, so please tell us what Jenkem & DOM (STP) is like.
 
Bleaney said:
It was 3rd time lucky with Temazepam last night after not getting anything out of it the first 2 times I tried..

I used Temazepam instead of Nitrazepam in my Modafinil comedown cocktail which involves a little pregabz and alcohol too. I took the Temazepam before food this time, and went very easy on the alcohol to start with. They are the eggs so the dose cant be reduced and I was a little wary of them.

I was expecting to feel something like the pleasant but heavy narcotic haze that Nitrazepam provides in this situation, but I couldn't really feel anything at all for some time. But I wasn't feeling sleepy that's for sure.

I put some music on and that's when things took off and became a definite high. I was surprised to discover that musical appreciation was massively enhanced, in a new way compared to everything else previously. It was probably the combo of everything that worked so well, and probably the tail end of the modafinil wearing off that gave everything some energy. But benzos normally take the edge off music and dull it. Not temazepam though. Music was enhanced, so unlike any other benzo I've ever used in this combo. It was like nothing else.

I know this post is bad HR so to balance things out slightly I will mention that I know Temazepam can be very dangerous for the brain if used in large doses for any length of time. And combos like this aren't recommended unless you know your tolerance with each item and how they react with each other. This was my 2nd time using Temaz in this combo. It hadn't worked previously when I took it after food with this combo, to err on the side of caution. I tried it on it's own first time, it just sent me to sleep. 2nd time in the combo it didn't do anything. 3rd time I went easy on the alcohol until I knew I was alright.

I've only bought one small order of jellies. I don't think I'll buy any more, although the effects were great I think this would be best kept as a one time only purchase. I can see how it could easily become addictive, and a temazepam addiction is said to be very nasty and dangerous. Plus it would be taking me in the wrong direction in escalating my usage, when I'm really wanting to be planning towards reducing. It it something that's nice to experience and have a little dabble in, but I wouldn't want it to become anything too regular and long term, with inevitably escalating doses just to get the same kick.
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Temazepam is overrated imo. Proper legit diazepam will always be king there. Had some of the martial dows Roche recently and they were hands down better than the galenika benedins doing the rounds.

Had some lorazepam too but don't remember how they were lol 😞
 
My absolute favourite is Morphine Sulfate. Unfortunately, that woman who gave me a bottle doesn't have any currently.
 
Jackal said:
24 years later and it's still pot
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Despite everything, it just has to be does it not? I think of the most profound experiences I have had while out for the boogie woogie, high on Ee's and while these occasions are 100% top banana (the first and only candyflip I did when out last was the highest I have ever been) nothing feels as consistently life affirming as that first spliff of the week on a Friday afternooon.

With my home as dysfunctional as it is, I convinced my 74 year old Father to have a toke on a joint back over Easter. He has never used drugs, is a non smoker, likes a drink now and again but after stating he had nothing to lose at this stage he tried a couple of puffs of Northern Lights (I have stopped smoking tobacco and roll all my blunts neat now).

Its only once every couple of weeks when we get to sit down and watch a film together - he has 2 or 3 drags and never needs any more in one sitting. So far he has tried 4 brews - the NL's, 'Cherry Pie', 'Rockstar' (which I love) and 'Wedding Cake' (which is his current fave).

Yes mon!!!

EDIT: Jeez 24 years! This August will mark 30 for me....
 
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