Above&Beyond
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 4, 2014
- Messages
- 20
I am ex marijuana addict from California who had to quit because 1) I have nobody to get it from since graduating high school and I have no friends 2) I am not allowed to smoke while living with my parents and I respect that 3) I am 18. 4) I am starting college and made the choice to get sober. I watch YouTube videos of people blazing because it satisfies some of my urges, but I don't know how much I can take anymore it is driving me fucking crazy. If I get weed I will violently smoke it so I can get as high as possible. But I can't how can I deal with these INTENSE drug cravings I crave bud all day everyday . do I need psychiatric medication or rehab? How do I deal with this shit I don't know how much I can take