NocturnalPulse
Greenlighter
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- Aug 27, 2016
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Well this all began 3 months ago where I got spiked with LSD, whilst I was having a panic attack, then got assaulted. After I came down from that bad trip (I had never done LSD before), I felt... Different. I had CONSTANT and severe derealization and there was always at least a little adrenaline running through my body at any given time.
It hasn't got much better at all, I keep having these 'episodes' that seem to last 2-7 hours, at least twice a day where I just feel... high. There's no other way I can explain it, really. First of all the derealization hits me so hard, that I can't really focus on anything, it's awful. Everything feels so... strange. I'm not sure if it's visual distortions but everything looks really... close? flat? I don't know how to explain it. In addition, sounds seem to get much wider, if that makes sense. Also, I get really strange thoughts, they happen all the time, but it's the worst when I'm trying to sleep. It's quite reminiscent of whenever I had a fever, and felt delirious. The thoughts are so random, vivid and loud, again, if that makes any sense. I'm honestly scared because I can't even sleep properly at night. Has anyone ever experienced anything similar? It's extremely similar to whenever I smoked weed, except I'm sober, and have been for over a year. Any help?
I did visit my psychiatrist and he said I have anxiety. But I've had anxiety all my life and nothing has ever felt so... Trippy (in a very bad way) and disorientating before.
I wondered if I had HPPD but after doing some research, I wouldn't say that's what it is. I also keep getting this feeling where I get so... AWARE, like... have you ever been high but had to stay casual and you get really self conscious about if they can tell? It's like that, except it happens when I'm alone too. As if I'm so aware of the symptoms, that it scares me. Any help is much appreciated! :D
It hasn't got much better at all, I keep having these 'episodes' that seem to last 2-7 hours, at least twice a day where I just feel... high. There's no other way I can explain it, really. First of all the derealization hits me so hard, that I can't really focus on anything, it's awful. Everything feels so... strange. I'm not sure if it's visual distortions but everything looks really... close? flat? I don't know how to explain it. In addition, sounds seem to get much wider, if that makes sense. Also, I get really strange thoughts, they happen all the time, but it's the worst when I'm trying to sleep. It's quite reminiscent of whenever I had a fever, and felt delirious. The thoughts are so random, vivid and loud, again, if that makes any sense. I'm honestly scared because I can't even sleep properly at night. Has anyone ever experienced anything similar? It's extremely similar to whenever I smoked weed, except I'm sober, and have been for over a year. Any help?
I did visit my psychiatrist and he said I have anxiety. But I've had anxiety all my life and nothing has ever felt so... Trippy (in a very bad way) and disorientating before.
I wondered if I had HPPD but after doing some research, I wouldn't say that's what it is. I also keep getting this feeling where I get so... AWARE, like... have you ever been high but had to stay casual and you get really self conscious about if they can tell? It's like that, except it happens when I'm alone too. As if I'm so aware of the symptoms, that it scares me. Any help is much appreciated! :D