littleblackpurse
Greenlighter
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- Oct 14, 2014
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My first time taking pure MDMA was extremely strange. for a little context, I have done m before but it wasn't pure and made me dancy more than euphoric.
This time however I took stuff that we tested and came out to be pure and the feeling so different.
For one I had the worst come up ever. Severe nausea which i felt lasted for a life time when in reality it lasted maybe 10-15 minutes.
After that I was hit with an overwhelming amount of euphoria and the lights were the clearest i had ever seen.
That's when everything seemed to crash and burn. I hadnt slept properly all week maybe 4 hours a night if I was lucky (hello midterm season). I got severe cotton mouth which i hadnt experienced before and everytime we sat down I would go into microsleeps. I would fall asleep for seconds at a time and wake up startled not knowing whether the show we were watching was really or not.
I did get off my ass and danced because well I felt like I had to. But whenever I shut my eyes even to just blink I felt like I was losing consciousness.
As soon as we got home I passed out and woke up feeling the most rested I have felt on days. The sad part is, I don't really remember most of the night either especially from about 11-2:30, huge gaps in my memory. But that could be just because generally I tend to forget shows except for certain moments such as certain songs and conversations with friends.
As for my dosing. Around 11:45 i took 75 mg Then at 2:30 50 mg and around 4 am 2 sips out of a 500ml water bottle that had 50mg in it that was shared between 4-5 people. I'm also 5'7" and 115 pounds.
I just wanna know what could've been happening with my body. My friends attributed it to me being so so so tired leading up to everything, 4 hours of sleep for 5 days straight and then a rave from 10-6 am was just too much for my body.
This time however I took stuff that we tested and came out to be pure and the feeling so different.
For one I had the worst come up ever. Severe nausea which i felt lasted for a life time when in reality it lasted maybe 10-15 minutes.
After that I was hit with an overwhelming amount of euphoria and the lights were the clearest i had ever seen.
That's when everything seemed to crash and burn. I hadnt slept properly all week maybe 4 hours a night if I was lucky (hello midterm season). I got severe cotton mouth which i hadnt experienced before and everytime we sat down I would go into microsleeps. I would fall asleep for seconds at a time and wake up startled not knowing whether the show we were watching was really or not.
I did get off my ass and danced because well I felt like I had to. But whenever I shut my eyes even to just blink I felt like I was losing consciousness.
As soon as we got home I passed out and woke up feeling the most rested I have felt on days. The sad part is, I don't really remember most of the night either especially from about 11-2:30, huge gaps in my memory. But that could be just because generally I tend to forget shows except for certain moments such as certain songs and conversations with friends.
As for my dosing. Around 11:45 i took 75 mg Then at 2:30 50 mg and around 4 am 2 sips out of a 500ml water bottle that had 50mg in it that was shared between 4-5 people. I'm also 5'7" and 115 pounds.
I just wanna know what could've been happening with my body. My friends attributed it to me being so so so tired leading up to everything, 4 hours of sleep for 5 days straight and then a rave from 10-6 am was just too much for my body.
