So I was on Vivitrol for 8 months and it has now been 80 or 81 days since my last shot. I began trying to use Oxycodone IR (intranasal) around day 35 as most of what I've read has said at 35 days they can feel most of the high and euphoria. I got absolutely nothing. I had read one account of having to wait 64 days before feeling any good effects so I wasn't too worried. I started trying every few days and at about day 42 I started getting very delayed slight effects, basically some slight euphoria feeling, talkative, mood elevation, but not any rush and any effects took over 2 hours to be noticed. Since then I've been able to feel more pronounced effects sometimes, and less others. Once or twice, around days 65-70 I felt a small bit of the initial rush from snorting but it was short lived and would go away withing 10-20 minutes. Then some of the euphoria and upper feeling of the oxy might kick in between 1-3 hours after dosing. Since day 32 and now around day 80 I have gone from trying 20mg up to 60-70mg at a time. I definitely have been building a tolerance and do get some withdrawal if I don't dose. But, even at 80-81 days, I still cannot get the real stomach punch rush euphoria, the good body buzz or the lasting happy feeling. I get a small kick around 10 minutes, get tired feeling, and then after 1-3 hours still the effects slowly build and last about 6 hours. I definitely feel some opiate "up" effects but it's different every time, and I never get the real initial rush. Basically, there are obvious good effects missing and the moderate euphoria and uppy feeling is mixed with all of the negative effects of the oxy (some anxiety, sweating, pinned pupils, agitation). I know that the reports from most people getting high after Vivitrol is regards to heroin but at 80 days I feel like even oxy should be at full effect. Because of how long I was on the shot I had to find a new source so at first I was a little concerned that maybe I wasn't getting legit pills (even though they look perfect and no other reason to suspect) so I did a laboratory ms/gc test and came back for the expected oxycodone/oxymorphone and nothing else. I am trying to find a lab that will test me for naltrexone to see if it's really possibly still being released from my ass muscle but no luck as of yet.
I'm not sure if I'm going to find anyone here with the same story or advice, but figured it's worth a try to just post my experience. Maybe someone knows more than I can find in my Google research. I am hoping that I'm still releasing smaller amounts of naltrexone daily and that I haven't "broken" my receptors permanently and this is as good as it will get now. I also can't find any health reasons (besides naltrexone) that would result in problems in my body processing opiods. If you made it through my whole rant thanks for reading and I welcome any comments or ideas even if you don't share my experience. I am very new to posting here so hopefully this is alright.
I'm not sure if I'm going to find anyone here with the same story or advice, but figured it's worth a try to just post my experience. Maybe someone knows more than I can find in my Google research. I am hoping that I'm still releasing smaller amounts of naltrexone daily and that I haven't "broken" my receptors permanently and this is as good as it will get now. I also can't find any health reasons (besides naltrexone) that would result in problems in my body processing opiods. If you made it through my whole rant thanks for reading and I welcome any comments or ideas even if you don't share my experience. I am very new to posting here so hopefully this is alright.