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Easy and juicy to eat! Whats not to like?
Back the fuck off, Shes my woman.
Easy and juicy to eat! Whats not to like?
Anyone want to meet up? I'm in Mississauga Ontario.
You could easily find yourself with somebody that's dangerous to be around or has drug habits. Plus, if you have any mental health/substance related issues, being in a relationship with a bluelighter will more than likely just get you drawn into their brand of crazy, whatever that is. We're all a bunch of fuck ups in some fashion, so you'll inevitably walk into some kind of fucked up life situation.
I never had the right occasion or timing to tell him about my specialist appts. That I'd been diagnosed with cancer.
Not every bluelighters is a drug addict. In fact I try and avoid meeting the ones who are because in real life their problems are amplified and trying to organise a meet up is like trying herd cats. People show up late, or have no money to do anything fun or get so shitfaced they are refused entry or pass out in public and suddenly you have to look out for a complete stranger from the Internet
Having said that there was a golden time around ten years ago on bluelight when it was just an ecstasy based forum. This was a time before a bunch of junkies arrived and thought that using any type of drug meant we should all be best friends. Believe it or not there was no need for a Darkside forum let alone three different forums for addiction. Meet ups were plentiful and dozens of bluelighters would organise picnics, ski trips, tripping adventures around different cities of the world or catch up at a large rave and party for days.
Drugs were supplied, tested and consumed. Harm reduction tips were shared and anyone who pulled out heroin was pretty much shunned and never invited again.
There were always a few blips. A couple of people fell out over girls, some got ripped off in drug deals and at least one major meet up got raided by the cops in Florida and even mention of this meet up was censored for 5-6 years.
Amongst all this crazy headonistic mix of raves, parties, drugs and globe trotting I met my beautiful wife who I still consider my soul mate.
i think that meeting people on the internet that you have no idea who they really are is always difficult. add in that the distances may be huge. i fail to see the attraction personally over dating apps where they live pretty fucking near. bit of a no brainer
you have to look after yourself, you will only be treated as people let you treat them
i think this is 90% of why you got sucked in by that behaviour. i'm sorry to hear about your bad situation. surely though you can meet men locally in your area?