sturdychinfilms
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BACKGROUND(I will get to the Weed):
Under normal circumstances, without the digestion of any benzodiazepine or anxiolytic benzo type drug I suffer from extreme anxiety and stomach pains. Not so much mentally, but physically. I am prescribed 1mg Alprazolam IR + 1mg Alprazolam XR twice daily. This has been enough to allow me to function but still I am left feeling jittery and I find myself avoiding situations and activities which I once loved. I have recently stopped taking the 1mg XR, and replaced it with 2mg Etizolam (TOWA and Etizest Brand). I have been using this altered schedule for a week and it is definitely more therapeutic than my prior regiment.
MARIJUANA INDUCED ANXIETY
Normally I avoid marijuana like the plague. It sends me into absolutely horrible panic attacks and disassociation. It is odd because I smoked weed for quite some time as a young teenager (12-16). I had one bad experience and since then I have tried many times under many circumstances to re-appreciate weed. But it does nothing but send me into a psychedelic hole of anxiety. I am interested on knowing if a decent dose of Etizolam will cure the marijuana induced anxiety. Often I even get very intense open eye visuals, which I would actually enjoy if not overcome with such horrendous anxiety and paranoia. I am hoping it will help. As I type this I have 5mg of TOWA Etizolam under my tongue. I also have a few small left over roaches that my brother forgot to bring home with him. Once the effects of the Etizolam begin to show themselves as present, I will indulge in the marijuana, hopefully, resulting in a good relaxing experience.
EXPERIMENT # 1 (written while under the influence)
3:35pm: The etizolam under my tongue has completely dissolved and I’ve let the medication sit there for about 20 min.
3:41pm: Beginning to feel the effects of the etizolam, so I swallow the amount under my tongue, but I am going to wait a bit till they really hit. I will light the joint in 15 minutes.
3:56: Well moment of truth. Sparking up joint now(probably about A .2g in the roach)
4:00: I am extremely high. And not enjoying it at all. Difinitely in fucked up weitd shit mode.
4:03: Well I am seriously, triping right now. It’s seriously. Tripingg like a mother fucker.
5:18: I suffered a long twisted agony filled-pspchoogca involving, our own rroom as excuses, and it was connected with all thse whites that down andys
MORNING AFTER REFLECTION:
Well, that was very very fucked up lol. after a period of time riddled with anxiety, paranoia, hallucinations, de ja vue and all around hell -what I though was an hour, turned out to be 15 minutes- I started to reclaim some sense of reality but not enough to release me from my panic attack. As the Etizolam took hold I calmed down slightly but not enough. I took 3 more pills but then found myself going back to take more only seconds later and stopped myself, because I did not want to keep forgetting how many I had taken over and over and over and end up taking a shit ton. So The three extra etizolam eventually calmed me down to the point where I could sort of enjoy the effects of the marijuana, but of course I ended up in a huge fight with my parents over some stupid shit and it ruined the whole high. However, I refuse to give up the quest of feeling at least one good marijuana trip. I will be performing this experiment again.
CONCLUSION
More etizolam (10mg) and at least an hour and a half between etizolam dosage and marijuana ingestion.
Under normal circumstances, without the digestion of any benzodiazepine or anxiolytic benzo type drug I suffer from extreme anxiety and stomach pains. Not so much mentally, but physically. I am prescribed 1mg Alprazolam IR + 1mg Alprazolam XR twice daily. This has been enough to allow me to function but still I am left feeling jittery and I find myself avoiding situations and activities which I once loved. I have recently stopped taking the 1mg XR, and replaced it with 2mg Etizolam (TOWA and Etizest Brand). I have been using this altered schedule for a week and it is definitely more therapeutic than my prior regiment.
MARIJUANA INDUCED ANXIETY
Normally I avoid marijuana like the plague. It sends me into absolutely horrible panic attacks and disassociation. It is odd because I smoked weed for quite some time as a young teenager (12-16). I had one bad experience and since then I have tried many times under many circumstances to re-appreciate weed. But it does nothing but send me into a psychedelic hole of anxiety. I am interested on knowing if a decent dose of Etizolam will cure the marijuana induced anxiety. Often I even get very intense open eye visuals, which I would actually enjoy if not overcome with such horrendous anxiety and paranoia. I am hoping it will help. As I type this I have 5mg of TOWA Etizolam under my tongue. I also have a few small left over roaches that my brother forgot to bring home with him. Once the effects of the Etizolam begin to show themselves as present, I will indulge in the marijuana, hopefully, resulting in a good relaxing experience.
EXPERIMENT # 1 (written while under the influence)
3:35pm: The etizolam under my tongue has completely dissolved and I’ve let the medication sit there for about 20 min.
3:41pm: Beginning to feel the effects of the etizolam, so I swallow the amount under my tongue, but I am going to wait a bit till they really hit. I will light the joint in 15 minutes.
3:56: Well moment of truth. Sparking up joint now(probably about A .2g in the roach)
4:00: I am extremely high. And not enjoying it at all. Difinitely in fucked up weitd shit mode.
4:03: Well I am seriously, triping right now. It’s seriously. Tripingg like a mother fucker.
5:18: I suffered a long twisted agony filled-pspchoogca involving, our own rroom as excuses, and it was connected with all thse whites that down andys
MORNING AFTER REFLECTION:
Well, that was very very fucked up lol. after a period of time riddled with anxiety, paranoia, hallucinations, de ja vue and all around hell -what I though was an hour, turned out to be 15 minutes- I started to reclaim some sense of reality but not enough to release me from my panic attack. As the Etizolam took hold I calmed down slightly but not enough. I took 3 more pills but then found myself going back to take more only seconds later and stopped myself, because I did not want to keep forgetting how many I had taken over and over and over and end up taking a shit ton. So The three extra etizolam eventually calmed me down to the point where I could sort of enjoy the effects of the marijuana, but of course I ended up in a huge fight with my parents over some stupid shit and it ruined the whole high. However, I refuse to give up the quest of feeling at least one good marijuana trip. I will be performing this experiment again.
CONCLUSION
More etizolam (10mg) and at least an hour and a half between etizolam dosage and marijuana ingestion.
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