I honestly don't even know if this is the right thread or not but oh well.
So, there's an event coming up in a couple of months and I really want to roll. It's not going to be my first time rolling. In fact, it's going to be almost a year since I have rolled which is crazy. Anyways, I took an adderall last December and tbh it really screwed me up. I don't even remember what the dosage was but it wasn't an insane amount and I only took one (school reasons). I had the worst comedown ever - really bad anxiety, tachycardia (fast heart rate), body getting numb. I even went to the ER because I thought I was going to have a heart attack. Since then, my heart hasn't really been right. I would get these heart palpitations while SOBER and I felt like I was on edge 24/7. No joke. I thought every single move would give me a heart attack. This was back in the early 2015. I went to the cardiologist to get everything checked out including getting all sorts of blood test done which all came out normal. Now I'm totally better. I get palpitations here and there but nothing too crazy. My anxiety is not bad either. It comes from time to time but it's tolerable.
Now my question is am I able to roll again after a year? I know my concern for having a heart attack or something bad happening from ecstasy is kinda holding me back. I've rolled a couple of times before and nothing really bad happened to me except that adderall. Now I just get really tense whenever my heart starts acting funny. 8)
So, there's an event coming up in a couple of months and I really want to roll. It's not going to be my first time rolling. In fact, it's going to be almost a year since I have rolled which is crazy. Anyways, I took an adderall last December and tbh it really screwed me up. I don't even remember what the dosage was but it wasn't an insane amount and I only took one (school reasons). I had the worst comedown ever - really bad anxiety, tachycardia (fast heart rate), body getting numb. I even went to the ER because I thought I was going to have a heart attack. Since then, my heart hasn't really been right. I would get these heart palpitations while SOBER and I felt like I was on edge 24/7. No joke. I thought every single move would give me a heart attack. This was back in the early 2015. I went to the cardiologist to get everything checked out including getting all sorts of blood test done which all came out normal. Now I'm totally better. I get palpitations here and there but nothing too crazy. My anxiety is not bad either. It comes from time to time but it's tolerable.
Now my question is am I able to roll again after a year? I know my concern for having a heart attack or something bad happening from ecstasy is kinda holding me back. I've rolled a couple of times before and nothing really bad happened to me except that adderall. Now I just get really tense whenever my heart starts acting funny. 8)