Seems to be working for me pretty well. Has that 'leveling out' sort of effect that other NMDA antagonists do for me, when kept to a low dose. I think I will add some DXM to that and see how a low dose does for my motivation, executive function etc.
Kinda lost track of the amount of methadone I've had though. Figure I'll have at least a few good'uns out of it, given I've got a few hundred tablets (thanks to a certain someone who will remain nameless. You know who you are, nice one for saving my bacon, to say nothing of the large stash of paramol CWE that's been building up as much as possible for...well...err...something with one less methyl ether and one more acetyl ester....
)
Very functional, compared to oxy, morphine. Codeine is..well its a bit recreational if I take a full half gram, but thats about as far as it goes. I very much like the seriously long half life.
As for heroin or dipropionylmorphine...bit indifferent to H, dipropionylmorphine is a lot more functional than morphine or H, as it lasts for a much longer time than either, and more potent than both put together, easily 12 hour duration, generally more. The 6-AcO-dihydromorphine, can't say really, I've only had it once, a sample someone sent me once.
I'm still sat on my arse on the sofa, but thats only because family guy is on TV, and some other things I want to watch. When they are over, and I've watched 'plebs' I've got some bromine to make.
After probably 250-300mg or thereabouts, give or take 50 from the higher end, I'm kinda itchy, feeling nicely relaxed, leveled out, super-chilled, and chain smoking cigars, the odd glass of cherry wine (with a couple of physeptone tabs dissolved in it
), feeling pretty fucking good.
And I really want a bacon double cheeseburger from macdonalds. I sure as shit couldn't have been arsed to go up to the drive through a few miles from here, but luckily, I got a couple extra with the 4 I had for breakfast. I wish I'd bought 4 large shakes instead of just one chocolate and one banana one though. First, that DXM, just a swig or two, then I've got another smurfed 32 pack of paramol to chuck into the CWE thats by now, accumulated a layer in a liter kitchen jug half way to the top, of the separated parashitamol. That's going to need vacuum filtration for certain, especially given I need it pure, for what is going to be happening to it.
Once the pills are in the huge CWE (not sure how many boxes are in there, somewhere around 25 or 30), then its time to go stuff a couple of those cheeseburgers down my cake'ole, wash it down with a bit of tonic water, make sure all the belches have..well..belched themselves up...and then its time to go strap on the gas mask, goggles and blast-shield then rig up the chlorine generator to ferret out that bromine from a NaBr brine.
