LeoIsMyCat
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Hello there,
Let me start off by saying that I'm not a heavy drug user, I only smoke weed twice a month at most, drink occasionally and tried MDMA 3 times(at low doses)
Having said that let me get into it right away. I am looking for insight from anyone who has ever abused heavily the drug Dextromethorphan, any help is appreciated. I saw how friendly and helpful people are here so I figured I's post my question here.
So 6 days ago I went to a friend's house. We we're 3. John, Ryan and myself. We had 2 bottles od Vick's Nyquil(1 full and the other 1/3rd full)
Me and ryan shared a bottle and finished. John took the other bottle and we mixed it with sprite. After an hour We started feeling it and went for a walk. We we're laughing, sharing a joint and basically having a really nice time.
We got back home and watched a movie. John and Ryan went to bed and I stayed up a little. There was a joint left on the table so I figured I'd finish it. So I step outside to smoke up, finish the whole thing and make my way to bed.
This is where it gets scary, after 1 minute in bed I start breathing extremely slow, my heart rate is through the roof, my vision is completely tunnel and I can barely think straight. I was completely fine right up to smoking that join. I wake my friends up in a panicking frenzy, I thought I was dying. Ryan throws water on my back in an attempt to calm me down, he brings me to the window to get some fresh air. At tis point I start tripping way harder then i"ve ever tripped. I asked Ryan long I've been in the room(I thought it had been 45mins-1hour) he tells me 10 minutes and I panic even more at this point.
My limbs start giving up on me, I start thinking this is the end and I make my way to the bed just to rest peacefully before passing away 8) or so I thought. I was so dehydrated I was finished 4 bottles of water but never quenched my thirst. At this point I'm in such a vegetative state that I can barely move my toes. I was hallucinating shadows we're creeping into my soul and inhabiting my self being(extremely crazy stuff) I had a lot of difficulty talking to my friends, words we're slurred.
I woke up the next day, after 6 hours of sleep, feeling like I came back from the dead. It was a hard day, but I felt like I was getting back to normal, like after a hangover I would say.
Now,here's where I get cofuesed guys. 2 Days after I still felt like I was high of the drug. I felt completely dissasociated from the world. Like everything was fake. I had short term memory loss, I had to read phrases twice. Extreme anxiety. FELT EMOTIONLESS, like nothing mattered(like a robot). Physically I felt weak, had nausea and diarrhea. A huge pain in my head, Like a sort of pressure. Lost senses to my legs, and could not ejaculate if my life depended on it. Now I do have to mention I am someone who'se in good shape, I am 185lbs, I exercise daily and eat 5-6 times a day. Now I eat only once a day and can't exercise. I basically lay arounf all day watching breaking bad. I sould also need to mention I have had panic attacks(which I never had before)
I went to the doctor, and told me to rest it off, but they had no Idea what DXM was. Honestly I would listen to you guys a bunch more than to some doctor who has no knowledge on the drug. I heard about something called, Olney's lesions on the internet and that cared me to bits.
Today(6 days later) i feel like some things have gotten better. better memory, a little emotion has come back(was able to enjoy music), just a little less anxious. I went to exercise today. I managed to lift heavy(Dizzy and breathless at the end of my workout). Oh and I managed to ejaculate.. Twice hehe %)
Now here's my question guys, Will I get back to normal??? Will I feel like the real world will be real anytime soon or stay fake? Will I feel dissassociated from people for long? Will I stay anxious and stressed like this for long? Anyway guys, just looking for some insight and some past experiences to let me know what is to come for me. I love life, I just want to get back to enjoying things I love again. Just get back to myself you know? Help me out my friends. :D
Let me start off by saying that I'm not a heavy drug user, I only smoke weed twice a month at most, drink occasionally and tried MDMA 3 times(at low doses)
Having said that let me get into it right away. I am looking for insight from anyone who has ever abused heavily the drug Dextromethorphan, any help is appreciated. I saw how friendly and helpful people are here so I figured I's post my question here.
So 6 days ago I went to a friend's house. We we're 3. John, Ryan and myself. We had 2 bottles od Vick's Nyquil(1 full and the other 1/3rd full)
Me and ryan shared a bottle and finished. John took the other bottle and we mixed it with sprite. After an hour We started feeling it and went for a walk. We we're laughing, sharing a joint and basically having a really nice time.
We got back home and watched a movie. John and Ryan went to bed and I stayed up a little. There was a joint left on the table so I figured I'd finish it. So I step outside to smoke up, finish the whole thing and make my way to bed.
This is where it gets scary, after 1 minute in bed I start breathing extremely slow, my heart rate is through the roof, my vision is completely tunnel and I can barely think straight. I was completely fine right up to smoking that join. I wake my friends up in a panicking frenzy, I thought I was dying. Ryan throws water on my back in an attempt to calm me down, he brings me to the window to get some fresh air. At tis point I start tripping way harder then i"ve ever tripped. I asked Ryan long I've been in the room(I thought it had been 45mins-1hour) he tells me 10 minutes and I panic even more at this point.
My limbs start giving up on me, I start thinking this is the end and I make my way to the bed just to rest peacefully before passing away 8) or so I thought. I was so dehydrated I was finished 4 bottles of water but never quenched my thirst. At this point I'm in such a vegetative state that I can barely move my toes. I was hallucinating shadows we're creeping into my soul and inhabiting my self being(extremely crazy stuff) I had a lot of difficulty talking to my friends, words we're slurred.
I woke up the next day, after 6 hours of sleep, feeling like I came back from the dead. It was a hard day, but I felt like I was getting back to normal, like after a hangover I would say.
Now,here's where I get cofuesed guys. 2 Days after I still felt like I was high of the drug. I felt completely dissasociated from the world. Like everything was fake. I had short term memory loss, I had to read phrases twice. Extreme anxiety. FELT EMOTIONLESS, like nothing mattered(like a robot). Physically I felt weak, had nausea and diarrhea. A huge pain in my head, Like a sort of pressure. Lost senses to my legs, and could not ejaculate if my life depended on it. Now I do have to mention I am someone who'se in good shape, I am 185lbs, I exercise daily and eat 5-6 times a day. Now I eat only once a day and can't exercise. I basically lay arounf all day watching breaking bad. I sould also need to mention I have had panic attacks(which I never had before)
I went to the doctor, and told me to rest it off, but they had no Idea what DXM was. Honestly I would listen to you guys a bunch more than to some doctor who has no knowledge on the drug. I heard about something called, Olney's lesions on the internet and that cared me to bits.
Today(6 days later) i feel like some things have gotten better. better memory, a little emotion has come back(was able to enjoy music), just a little less anxious. I went to exercise today. I managed to lift heavy(Dizzy and breathless at the end of my workout). Oh and I managed to ejaculate.. Twice hehe %)
Now here's my question guys, Will I get back to normal??? Will I feel like the real world will be real anytime soon or stay fake? Will I feel dissassociated from people for long? Will I stay anxious and stressed like this for long? Anyway guys, just looking for some insight and some past experiences to let me know what is to come for me. I love life, I just want to get back to enjoying things I love again. Just get back to myself you know? Help me out my friends. :D