Thirdeyevibes
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- Aug 17, 2016
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I've taken a bunch of drugs in the past 3 years. Xanax, oxycodone, adderall, coke, ecstasy, mdma, shrooms, acid, weed, and dmt
*also other pills I can't remember
The drugs that I've taken advantage of the most were weed and Xanax. Ecstasy, shrooms, and acid as well.
I had a bad trip of shrooms last month so that's when I decided to quit everything.
I just need some advice. What should i do to get better mentally? I do yoga and meditate EVERY single day but I still don't feel good. I know its only been a month but this is making me feel suicidal. Like I've been having anxiety/panic attacks constantly. I used to have them but now they're coming back. I know it's because ive stopped taking drugs but I seriously don't know what to do. I can't sleep. Nothing feels real. I can't really feel anything when I have sex. My sensations and memory are fucked up. Nothing seems real to me. It just feels like I'm on one bad acid trip that I can't get out of. I've began feeling like this when I abused Xanax (3 years ago). It felt like a hazy dream but now since I've abused other drugs, it feels so much worse and I don't know what to do.
I just want to know if there's something I can do about it. Go to therapy or just wait it out until all of the drugs have left my system.
Do any of you know if taking medication to fix the imbalance of my brain will actually work?
*also other pills I can't remember
The drugs that I've taken advantage of the most were weed and Xanax. Ecstasy, shrooms, and acid as well.
I had a bad trip of shrooms last month so that's when I decided to quit everything.
I just need some advice. What should i do to get better mentally? I do yoga and meditate EVERY single day but I still don't feel good. I know its only been a month but this is making me feel suicidal. Like I've been having anxiety/panic attacks constantly. I used to have them but now they're coming back. I know it's because ive stopped taking drugs but I seriously don't know what to do. I can't sleep. Nothing feels real. I can't really feel anything when I have sex. My sensations and memory are fucked up. Nothing seems real to me. It just feels like I'm on one bad acid trip that I can't get out of. I've began feeling like this when I abused Xanax (3 years ago). It felt like a hazy dream but now since I've abused other drugs, it feels so much worse and I don't know what to do.
I just want to know if there's something I can do about it. Go to therapy or just wait it out until all of the drugs have left my system.
Do any of you know if taking medication to fix the imbalance of my brain will actually work?