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Drugs and fantasizing about transexuals?

which does make me feel bad that they have to worrie how people will react
I wouldn't know cause I gave up on that decades ago... the worried thing.
But I get what you are saying looks like in the US gay bashing may be coming back in the halls of senate and congress dont quote me yet....
Over
 
I'm a CIS heterosexual male and I don't really tend to do this transgender fantasy stuff like other people seem to. With that said, I view trans people as the gender they identify with, regardless of their genitals. I'll watch trans porn if the chicks are hot, but I do that sober anyway. It's not my preferred porn but every now and then a video pops up and I'll click on it. I once dated a trans girl who had a penis and was not opposed to having intercourse with her, though there were boundaries. Never could bring myself to give her oral and she was fine and understanding of that. I prefer to date people who have female genitalia and who identify as women or nonbinary, and I wouldn't date a trans man whether or not he had female genitalia because I don't date men.

I think people who hit the meth pipe and have all these fantasies may actually be repressing their desires while sober. I've come to find that many people are uncomfortable with their own sexuality, and dudes who flaunt how heterosexual and manly they are tend to be the most in denial about how they truly feel sexually. The prevalence of this is unsurprising to me given how hard society is on people who aren't cis and heterosexual, especially men.
 
Yeah there's no latent or repressed tendencies with myself.

No chemicals in my brain = zero trans impulse.

And the weird thing is, when there is chemicals in my brain and a trans impulse hits, I actually lose interest in women almost entirely.

It really feels like a physiological thing.

And it is ONLY when drugs are affecting my nerves, cause I am a horny bastard for chicks at all other times.

.....

I will acknowledge though my situation may be unique due to my uncharacteristic cognitive setup.
 
I was always fascinated by trans women and their sexuality, well before drugs. I slept with dozens before one of them introduced me to chemsex.

I think since then I have been with easily around 300. Unfortunately meth does intensify the fantasies, but they were there in lesser form before.

They do however get more intense as time goes by with the use of meth, with more and more stimuli required to break barrier after barrier. I am more of a submissive type of a guy and at the end of my run, I was actively seeking people who would be violent against me or hurt me.
 
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yea if you're pounding it to TS porn on whatever drug it is that you're on, it's because you're actually into it but your inhibitions hide it when you're not high - so you convince yourself that you're not into it, when in fact, you are

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I raise this cause I've read it on various drug harm reduction forums ad nauseum.

Dudes hit methamphetamine then spend the next 24 hours parked in front of their laptop masturbating to a transsexual gang bang porn.

"Nothing in the world like it, most euphoria, best possible escape from reality".

Dudes who are ordinarily, without said VMAT reverser acting inside their nerve terminals, strictly heterosexual.

And that's the question, is it the ultimate escape from reality?

A nice time to check-out if there's a "storm outside" (figuratively speaking) and you just need to have a little shut-in time and wait for it to blow over?

.....

At the moment, for me, given my neural state as a function of my current cognitive state - almost any drug sends me a little hay-wire.

But methamphetamine is like the escapism rocket fuel;
Despite the fact it's a "stimulant", it leaves me kind of comatose staring at nonsensical information feeling like I'm solving universal mysteries whilst actually accomplishing less than squat, never having felt so good in my life.

.....

Is it just me?
when you accelerate to that degree you amplify the opposites that dwell naturally in sexuality, hencer hyper-opposites intensification
 
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