Been on a nice tear lately. I know opiate withdraw is in order but dreading it. I get so close to going to bed then when I'll wake for work I'll be full blown withdraw.
I get so much anxiety and I go cop more. It sucks because I'm close and I chicken out. Any tips? I have some subs and some Xanax to help with short taper. Going to give my girl my cards n money. Just dreading it. Anyone else like this?
I have adderal too to take when I start sub taper. Should I wait til in stablized then take it? Used to do it with glass as the engery pick me up. But glass does take toll on body after 3-4 days straight. Hate feeling too. I prefer adderal over glass feeling but hate "speed" feeling regardless.
Opiates are my bread and butter but my tolerance is jumping and in spending too much money. No desire to go to dark side "h" so I figured I'd write a post. Say hi to everyone and any tips would be the Bomb.
Maybe next time I'm close. Take a piece of Xanax for anxiety and it will help me sleep? I wish I could find access to gapertine(spelling?) and clondine and whatever else I read people use. I don't have a doctor I go to regularly.
I get so much anxiety and I go cop more. It sucks because I'm close and I chicken out. Any tips? I have some subs and some Xanax to help with short taper. Going to give my girl my cards n money. Just dreading it. Anyone else like this?
I have adderal too to take when I start sub taper. Should I wait til in stablized then take it? Used to do it with glass as the engery pick me up. But glass does take toll on body after 3-4 days straight. Hate feeling too. I prefer adderal over glass feeling but hate "speed" feeling regardless.
Opiates are my bread and butter but my tolerance is jumping and in spending too much money. No desire to go to dark side "h" so I figured I'd write a post. Say hi to everyone and any tips would be the Bomb.
Maybe next time I'm close. Take a piece of Xanax for anxiety and it will help me sleep? I wish I could find access to gapertine(spelling?) and clondine and whatever else I read people use. I don't have a doctor I go to regularly.