Johnny Summers
Greenlighter
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- Mar 27, 2014
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Hey guys.
Ive been rolling alot recently with what i believe is 100mg mostly MDMA ecstacy pills.
Every single time i have done so, ive always taken half, and then the other half an hour later. For some reason im scared of taking the whole thing at once. However, ive been developing a tolerance to this drug, as expected, so i wanted to post here to see what you guys have to say before i do anything.
My body and mind is very sensitive to drugs, and if the mood is wrong, everything can backfire. Once i did ecstacy when the setting was wrong, and ended up getting severe anxiety and isolating myself from the party for 1,5 hours, before i finally arrived at what i considered relaxed and familiar surroundings and finally felt good.
From what ive read, people get more joy out of dropping the right amount first, and that its quite unusual to do it the way i do it. However, i want better experiences and nights with this drug. So what is advicable to do?
Im afraid i will get anxiety tomorrow night just because i consider it a possibility. I freak myself out sometimes, so technically, i am not an optimal candidate for drugs. I will be at a party where i probably am the only one to do ecstacy, so here is my plan:
Show up, have a few drinks at the preparty, maybe have one or two lines of mephodrone. And after two hours when everybody heads downtown, take a taxi to my place, bring 1-2 good friends, put on some good music and let my self feel good. Take 2/3, wait 20-30 minutes and then the final 1/3 (usually kicks in really quickly with me). Head downtown and take the final pill whole 2-3 hours later at the club.
I dont feel right about taking it at the preparty if im the only one doing it, since i will be afraid of other people noticing (that is if i take the whole at once), and it will be really embarassing if i freak out or get anxiety. However, if im in a really good mood, im sure it will be fine. Not completely sure though, at times i might react unpredictably to drugs. Thats also why im used to taking only half first.
Please share your thoughts, they are very much appreciated.
Ive been rolling alot recently with what i believe is 100mg mostly MDMA ecstacy pills.
Every single time i have done so, ive always taken half, and then the other half an hour later. For some reason im scared of taking the whole thing at once. However, ive been developing a tolerance to this drug, as expected, so i wanted to post here to see what you guys have to say before i do anything.
My body and mind is very sensitive to drugs, and if the mood is wrong, everything can backfire. Once i did ecstacy when the setting was wrong, and ended up getting severe anxiety and isolating myself from the party for 1,5 hours, before i finally arrived at what i considered relaxed and familiar surroundings and finally felt good.
From what ive read, people get more joy out of dropping the right amount first, and that its quite unusual to do it the way i do it. However, i want better experiences and nights with this drug. So what is advicable to do?
Im afraid i will get anxiety tomorrow night just because i consider it a possibility. I freak myself out sometimes, so technically, i am not an optimal candidate for drugs. I will be at a party where i probably am the only one to do ecstacy, so here is my plan:
Show up, have a few drinks at the preparty, maybe have one or two lines of mephodrone. And after two hours when everybody heads downtown, take a taxi to my place, bring 1-2 good friends, put on some good music and let my self feel good. Take 2/3, wait 20-30 minutes and then the final 1/3 (usually kicks in really quickly with me). Head downtown and take the final pill whole 2-3 hours later at the club.
I dont feel right about taking it at the preparty if im the only one doing it, since i will be afraid of other people noticing (that is if i take the whole at once), and it will be really embarassing if i freak out or get anxiety. However, if im in a really good mood, im sure it will be fine. Not completely sure though, at times i might react unpredictably to drugs. Thats also why im used to taking only half first.
Please share your thoughts, they are very much appreciated.
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