I'm a little worried that my amphetamine use is starting to cause damage to my brain and / or dopamine receptors and would like to know if I am just overthinking everything or if I should start to take it easy with stimulants. I has been using amphetamine once a week for a couple of months, never more than once a week. My speed is pretty high quality and my preferred dose is around 50-60mg orally. However, these past 2 weeks I have take 100mg and 120mg through snorting. And I almost always take 1-2mg xanax to sleep. Obviously I doesn't want to cause any permanent or long lasting damage and wants to know if I can continue with my schedule of once per week or if I should change it to once or twice per month instead. I usually never have any bad comedown either and usually feel pretty good the next day apart from a mild headache and somewhat tired. I has never felt depressed, severe anxiety or anything out of the ordinary.
However, I have sometimes started to feel like I have a hard time to remember things, not like I forget stuff completely. More of a feeling that it feels like the stuff I did the previous day or a few hours ago didn't happend. It is hard to explain but I know exactly what I did but it still feels like it didn't happend, if you know what I mean. Or can this be because of the Xanax?
Anyway, do you think I have suffered some longterm damage to my brain and / or dopamine receptors? Am I safe to continue? Thanks in advance!
However, I have sometimes started to feel like I have a hard time to remember things, not like I forget stuff completely. More of a feeling that it feels like the stuff I did the previous day or a few hours ago didn't happend. It is hard to explain but I know exactly what I did but it still feels like it didn't happend, if you know what I mean. Or can this be because of the Xanax?
Anyway, do you think I have suffered some longterm damage to my brain and / or dopamine receptors? Am I safe to continue? Thanks in advance!
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