I never had a single problem growing up; great child hood, was "cool" in school, never any problems w/ girls or anything.
but boy do I LOVEEEEEEEEEE HEROINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
had nothing to do w/ growing up; growing up I drank/weed in highschool, moved on to party drugs/club drugs 18-21 (E, K, Crystal, GHB, etc), and eventually got arrested for selling Oxys in the early years 01-04 - went away in 04 for the arrest and released in 05; was out of the system by 07/08 and addicted to heroin by 09. again, nothing to do w/ childhood but a lot to do w/ the places the system brought me. yes, my own fault for selling drugs but I was addicted to the money not the drugs at the time. only reason I got out early was because I told them I'd do a 6 month in-house program and then a year at a sober house. well, it was that program and those people that made me want to try/do the dope. well, I dont blame anybody but myself but that was my introduction and since those days I've been using. nowadays I am on Suboxone but still have the days where I "fuck up" and go back to what brought me here.