Clem Snide
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Hi, I'm a long time lurker and this is my second thread here. I apologize if it's redundant or irritating but I'm having a shit time so please be kind.
My doctor is retiring in December. The closest other prescriber is a three hour drive away. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I'm pretty scared.
I am on hydrocodone, eight 10/325s a day. I was on roxicodone once when he was trying to find my correct dosage but I asked him to go back down to hydrocodone because roxicodone felt like the big leagues. I am addicted and misuse my meds. I can't get a good feeling from the hydros anymore, and I'm spending the majority of the month in pain because I am chasing that feeling. I can take ten at a time now and no euphoria, just a heavy sleep. (Please no CWE lectures; I'm aware of the effect APAP can have on your liver already.)
I am thinking of stopping after he goes and just using cannabis (though I am not a smoker and I don't think dealers do edibles haha). I am thinking of asking my doctor to prescribe me roxicodone for the final four months he is here. I want to have that feeling back for a little bit if I'm never going to have it again. I know this is a bad idea but is it REALLY bad? I will never go to heroin because I am a 47 year old woman with compromised mobility who lives in an extremely rural area and have not the first clue about drug dealers or whatever. Plus fentanyl terrifies me, and it's everywhere now in illicit drugs.
How much roxicodone would probably do it for me to take at once? I read here that it's 1.5x stronger than hydros. What increase from him would be good?
Thanks for your time. I really appreciate it. Apologies to all I've irritated.
My doctor is retiring in December. The closest other prescriber is a three hour drive away. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I'm pretty scared.
I am on hydrocodone, eight 10/325s a day. I was on roxicodone once when he was trying to find my correct dosage but I asked him to go back down to hydrocodone because roxicodone felt like the big leagues. I am addicted and misuse my meds. I can't get a good feeling from the hydros anymore, and I'm spending the majority of the month in pain because I am chasing that feeling. I can take ten at a time now and no euphoria, just a heavy sleep. (Please no CWE lectures; I'm aware of the effect APAP can have on your liver already.)
I am thinking of stopping after he goes and just using cannabis (though I am not a smoker and I don't think dealers do edibles haha). I am thinking of asking my doctor to prescribe me roxicodone for the final four months he is here. I want to have that feeling back for a little bit if I'm never going to have it again. I know this is a bad idea but is it REALLY bad? I will never go to heroin because I am a 47 year old woman with compromised mobility who lives in an extremely rural area and have not the first clue about drug dealers or whatever. Plus fentanyl terrifies me, and it's everywhere now in illicit drugs.
How much roxicodone would probably do it for me to take at once? I read here that it's 1.5x stronger than hydros. What increase from him would be good?
Thanks for your time. I really appreciate it. Apologies to all I've irritated.
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