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Do you trust the Dark Side? -- Druglink, March / April 2013

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This is an old article from 2013 re: Bluelight but an interesting read nonetheless. Shout out to herbavore and alasdair.

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March / April 2013 Druglink

"Do you trust the Dark Side? Online drug discussion forums such as Bluelight offer free advice for people who are struggling with drug problems. But, says John Bagshaw, can this advice be trusted?"

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The internet has revolutionized many aspects of our lives and drugs are no different. Drug users are not only using the web to buy drugs, they are also firing up their laptops in order to get relevant information. There are now a number of sites that specialise in discussion about various aspects of drug use, from heroin treatment and the nature of addiction to complex chemistry and the latest legal high brands.

One of these sites is Bluelight. In one forum its members will be dissecting the latest media news, while in another they may be discussing the chemical structure of a brand new psychoactive substance. What has attracted most attention from outsiders is Bluelight’s function as a place to share drug taking experiences and for psychonauts to document, in public, the effects drugs have on their minds and bodies. Members openly discuss the fun that drugs can bring, complete with guides onhow to use drugs safely.

There is a lesser-known section of thesite, called The Dark Side, where adviceand experiences are shared. It deals with complex issues such as addiction and the psychological problems caused by drug use. But to some observers, it is this part of the site that is beyond the pale, especially because some people posting on the site are in such a delicate, and possibly life threatening, state of mind.

‘The Dark Side part of this site is dangerous,” says Dr Sameer Jain,a surgeon based in Leeds who has experience of working with addicts. “There is nothing more dangerous than people with these problems offering advice...of any sorts.” Dr Jain compares it with a recent failed attempt by NHS services to set up an online and physical community where severely depressed patients would meet for discussion in an attempt to relieve suicidal ideation.
“What actually ended up happening was the sharing of ideas on how to commit suicide in an unmediated forum. Unsurprisingly, suicide rates rose shortly after the schemes introduction.”

But is this an unfair comparison? Bluelight is not a free-for-all, says Alasdair Manson, the site’s Director of Public Relations. He says Bluelight’s team of moderators have in the past been quick to close down posts where people are seeking advice on suicide. Moderators refer such members to their nearest crisis centre, he adds.

Looking at The Dark Side forum you get a sense that people are genuinely concerned when their fellow posters need help. Often the community will repeatedly ask for the original poster to keep in contact if they seem to be at risk of harming themselves.

In contrast, a thread asking how to quit crack was answered with a fairly uninspired, ‘hopefully you’ll learn to hate it’ and in one thread discussing how to taper alcoholism, one solution proffered was to use more alcohol. However, there were far more sensible suggestions handed out to people seeking advice on quitting and the negative effects of drug use. But even so, these are amateur drug counselors, and someone has to take charge if the advice becomes unhelpful, or if a discussion heads towards mayhem. So who monitors The Dark Side?

“In the specific case of The Dark Side forum, criteria for selection includes,but is not limited to: ability to devote time daily to forum duties, integrity, compassion; consistency and positivity,’ says Manson. There is no mention of a desire for people to be abstinent: being a former or even current drug user would aid your chance of becoming a moderator.

“Generally speaking, when a moderator vacancy opens on Bluelight, candidates are invited to apply for the position in a Staff Vacancy thread in the forum,” says Manson. “There will be a short period of private discussion. If a clear candidate emerges from that discussion then great. If not, a vote may ultimately select the successful candidate”. The final decision to make the appointment is taken by a senior member of the site.

Some Bluelight moderators have personal experience of the damage that addiction can cause. One moderator on the site, who goes by the name of Herbavore, spends her time exclusively monitoring and posting on The Dark Side, advising people on the edge, with no clinical or professional training. In her 60s, she lost her son, a former Bluelight poster, to a drugs overdose in 2011 when he was 20 years old.

Is she the best person to advise others? “Being on Bluelight has replaced painting at this point in my life and that is OK with me,” she says. “This is the way I live my life: I give myself fully to whatever feels right at the time. I’ve learned that is the healthiest way to live.”

An addiction specialist with a successful practice in west London is concerned about the moderator issue. “I am unable to find any details on moderator’s credentials and qualifications”. He thinks that Bluelight moderators should have at least a medical degree in order to offer advice to people who are experiencing difficulties with addiction and mental health.

Yet are the motives of those who say professionals are the only people qualified to give advice on addiction matters as altruistic as they at first appear? Rehabilitation is a big business: the US addiction treatment industry is mostly privately funded and expected to have revenues of $34bn by 2014.

Bluelight isn’t a commercial operation. It’s a community of people that seems intent on looking after each other, free of charge. You can post about the delightful time you had on 2CB, or you can reveal that a benzodiazepine problem is destroying your life. In each case, you’ll have someone respond with a degree of insight. It may not come from someone with a medical degree but given the moderator checks, it will at least be someone with some understanding your dilemma or experience.

Bluelight provides tips on how to use drugs safely. It doesn’t allow people to post sources of drugs or even discuss prices, although there are sites that do. Daily Mail readers might be outraged by a step-by-step guide to injecting heroin safely, but harm reduction is the underlying ethos of the site. This means for example, allowing a discussion on how to inject subutex, a heroin substitute, by getting rid of the fillers put into the pills so you can inject the medication ‘safely’. Other threads discuss the use of buprenorphine as a recreational drug. One poster has provided a guide on how to extract pure codeine from co-codamol. This method of use may cause someone less damage to their liver rather than swallowing the pills, which contain high levels of paracetamol, but is this carrying the virtues of harm reduction too far?

The site’s bosses are quick to deny allegations that it is promoting drug use.“I’d reject that claim absolutely,” says Manson. ‘Standards vary from forum to forum, but threads promoting substance abuse are simply not tolerated.”

From its humble beginnings as a message board about MDMA in 1997, Bluelight has grown from to a thriving community with over 200,000 members and nearly 5,000,000 posts in 225,000 threads. The site, thought to have aRussian domain name, bluelight.ru, for legal reasons, has two owners, one engineer, five administrators, nine senior moderators and over 80 forum moderators. All of them are volunteers.

Sites such as Bluelight are not going away any time soon. They are part of a larger online revolution in the world of drugs; from buying and selling on SilkRoad, to new products tried and tested by psychonauts, to advice given by drug users themselves. Users of its forums see it as an invaluable sounding board– a far more interactive way of learning and discussing drug issues than the government’s own drug information site, Talk to Frank.

Although Bluelight is perhaps a rare example of altruism in an avaricious world, users of the site must be made aware that it s a resource that is far from infallible, and one that is best used in conjunction with more professional, regulated services that can be held to account.


John Bagshaw is a freelance journalist



http://www.drugwise.org.uk/wp-content/uploads/The-dark-side.pdf
 
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Maybe that doctor should put his money where his mouth is and volunteer as a moderator then? TDS is one of the best things the site offers.
 
Wow, never saw that--thanks for posting. I kind of wish that a person that used my BL name, what amounts to a headline about why I am here and a random quote (about painting??) would have at least had the curiosity to actually talk to me.

The question of whether a harm reduction site, especially one as massive and well-used as Bluelight, contributes to harm as well as reducing harm is one that we should always be willing to look at with an open mind. Anyone that knows me on this site knows that I feel that the harm reduction does not just fall into the category of facts about drugs dosages, techniques of administration or drug interactions; the diverse community of voices is one of the most powerful aspects of harm reduction. In terms of addiction the "specialists" out there do not have a very great track record. This is not something I blame the field of addiction specialists and counselors for but it is a fact. One probable component is the failure of society to offer compassion to those marginalized and stigmatized by addiction to drugs (we seem to tolerate and even encourage a lot of other addictions.) So, in TDS, and here on Bluelight in general, we offer a community. I do not see myself acting as a counselor or as a person offering advice that is medical in nature (in fact probably my most common bit of advice is to "see a counselor"); I see myself as a person whose own life was shattered by addiction, who seeks understanding through my own ongoing education on the subject. Much more importantly, I found strength and hope through my interactions here with others struggling with it in their own lives.

My own medical doctor explored Bluelight after I told him about it. He was amazed by two things: one the level of pharmacological knowledge and two, the powerful resource of a compassionate community for people that may otherwise feel quite isolated.
 
I think the doctor lives in a country where everyone is able to go see a psychiatrist even if they are not rich.

but in the greatest country in the world, the united states. the majority of poor, drug addicted, or working class people cannot afford psychiatrists, like in almost all of the other "not as great countries"..so what other option do they reall have.
 
This site saves lives that's the bottom line to me. A "pro" journalist putting herby on blast without an interview just smells of biased journalism. He had an agenda and pursued it. Had the time to interview a couple doctors but not herbacore and too bring her horrible loss into the equation was uncalled for.

All in all I know we do good work in the dark side. Especially herby.

Not to brag but BL is still standing strong where so many drug sites are flashea in a pan. Cough opiophile cough
 
Is it really a surprise that private addiction counsellors and medical professionals are against a site that helps people to sort their issues out, without paying a private addiction counsellor or medical professional their life savings? Bluelight steals their business, so they bad mouth it in an inadvertent attempt to shut sites like this down. Why don't they try working along side Bluelight members who have these issues, instead of demonising such a helpful and positive community.
You guys have helped me out of some shitty times, more than once. In fact, I owe a lot to this community. Certain members inspired me to continue with my education, you helped me when I was at my lowest, and most importantly you gave me someone to talk to and confide in about my problems.
 
I've been through all the court mandated private industry has to offer. It's all bullshit. They know next to nothing. The behavior modification stuff is okay, but when it comes to drugs, most of their info seems to be from the 80s or 90s.

Bluelight, to me, is far more informed and helpful. Like a poster above me said, if that Doctor really gave a fuck he'd volunteer to moderate Bluelight. Fuck em.
 
Yep, this place has saved me from many a stupid decision, though not all of them (I blame myself for those).

Out of curiosity don't these people have to consult BL staff first before writing about them? Seems like you could just get away with slanderous shit otherwise.
 
For what it's worth, this whole idea that only licensed psychiatrists should be helping others with mental difficulties is such tired BS. Not to poo poo psychiatry but a lot of them don't touch people's problems with 10 ft poles. They would rather discuss medication than show even a smidge of compassion. Again, nothing wrong with medication, but come on guys, a little compassion and some listening go a really long way. Bluelight provides that and in my book provides a real service to the community
 
I don't understand his (the doctor quoted in the article) objection to people with substance use disorders attempting help through solidarity & the sharing of ideas. He compared it to depressed people getting together to plot suicide. But a lot of groups operate in a similar way (people with a problem attempting to help others with a similar problem) without such disastrous results...I mean, this is how Alcoholics Anonymous/Narcotics Anonymous operates for example...this is really how support groups in general operate.

It's also ironic because a lot of the boilerplate advice I see on Bluelight (mindfulness, CBT, meditation etc.) is pretty standard advice among therapists and people trying to treat behavioral disorders, including addiction. There are some deviations from the official medical establishment (like the generalized antipathy towards serotonin-based anti-depressants I see around here) but the advice I see on the sober parts of this site generally-speaking isn't particular radical or "dangerous", in my opinion.
 
Agreed.
Compared to dogmatic 12-step programs (which are peer based also - but accepted widely in the medical fraternity), i found bluelight vastly superior.
Sure, speaking to a clinical psych who specialised in addiction helped a great deal also - but this article is patronising and works on a bunch of really tired cliches in my opinion.

Personally i find speaking to other drug users really helpful in the recovery process.
You don't get that with "professionals" - or the recovery industry, generally speaking
 
I refused to go down the 12 step route - I don't see addiction as a disease, there's a book called the Biology of Desire which is pretty interesting.

I've been through talking therapies, but still I find general interaction with people, as well as any free support network available to be far more rewarding.

I've had a therapist tell me I should become an addiction specialist.

Whilst he debated his chronic chain smoking of cigarettes and unhealthy diet was superior to my healthier diet and moderate smoking of cannabis, because 'that impairs the mind'.

Yep, and nicotine has no effect on the brain and toxicity whatsoever.

Specialists eh.
 
I should probably point out that i've not done the 12 step thing either - had contact with NA/AA people in a detox unit i attended once - but find programs like SMART (and bluelight!) to be vastly superior for me personally and ideologically.
Drug users (or former users/addicts) have insights non-users simply cannot be taught, at least in my opinion.
Not to say i don't value good professionals (known some great ones) - but a qualification does not automatically make one a great counsellor, either.
 
Agreed SMART is something I've considered a few times, but my procrastination disease stops me going :p

Yep the best counsellor I'd ever met was the most down to earth guy ever, had been through alcoholism amongst other things - and helped me quite a bit for a while.

Eventually I just got better at dealing with things myself.

But nevertheless we still disagreed on the use of soft drugs - and sorry but I'd rather casually smoke weed than be abstinent and feel like I'm powerless.

If that's such a terrible crutch, then so be it.I've come a long way from where I used to be!
 
I attended a meeting with a former BLer last year and it was great.
Should go again..
 
Done NA, didn't help me. The practical self-help of Buddhism works best for me. And iboga/ibogaine definitely. A multi-pronged approach, with no one size fits all assumptions.
 
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