kushblowin
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- Jul 12, 2021
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i have actual panic attacks, insomnia, and general anxiety really bad like i couldnt get out of bed for weeks or talk to anyone and i just want something like ativan from a doctor. i also get really bad migraines that keep me awake for hours tossing and turning and can ruin entire days and i sometimes get them multiple times a week/month and theyre really bad i cant even keep my eyes closed or think straight for hours getting nausea.
would it be possible to actually get a benzo and opiate script or is that basically just impossible and the holy grail? i dont care if its a weak or low dose i prefer just doing them in moderation and using them actually for my pain and mental health. ive been microdosing benzos on my own and ive been turning around my life not realizing how bad my anxiety is and how much i was self medicating alcohol every night and weed just causing more problems and just living in a haze all the time going down a really bad path. and i just felt amazing when i cut off most of my drug usage and just using therapeutic doses and spending more time sober. its actually been helping me get off drugs even my weed smoking is down really low and im sitting around with bars of xanax and ounces of weed barely touching them not even getting urges staying sober. ive been turning around my whole life, taking care of my hygeine again, acting like myself again
im not gonn lie i have a night once in awhile i like to take a little extra but its never blacked out going crazy mixing it with alcohol. i usually just take a little bit extra to relax before bed with a little bit of weed. i actually feel the best ive felt in a long time just taking it easy on drugs and trying to actaully use them for their purpose in moderation. i specifically only want benzos or opiates for this though. could i actually tell a doctor ive tried self medicating and its working for me or would that immediately fuck me? i was given ativan at a hospital one time legally and that shit worked perfectly.
would it be possible to actually get a benzo and opiate script or is that basically just impossible and the holy grail? i dont care if its a weak or low dose i prefer just doing them in moderation and using them actually for my pain and mental health. ive been microdosing benzos on my own and ive been turning around my life not realizing how bad my anxiety is and how much i was self medicating alcohol every night and weed just causing more problems and just living in a haze all the time going down a really bad path. and i just felt amazing when i cut off most of my drug usage and just using therapeutic doses and spending more time sober. its actually been helping me get off drugs even my weed smoking is down really low and im sitting around with bars of xanax and ounces of weed barely touching them not even getting urges staying sober. ive been turning around my whole life, taking care of my hygeine again, acting like myself again
im not gonn lie i have a night once in awhile i like to take a little extra but its never blacked out going crazy mixing it with alcohol. i usually just take a little bit extra to relax before bed with a little bit of weed. i actually feel the best ive felt in a long time just taking it easy on drugs and trying to actaully use them for their purpose in moderation. i specifically only want benzos or opiates for this though. could i actually tell a doctor ive tried self medicating and its working for me or would that immediately fuck me? i was given ativan at a hospital one time legally and that shit worked perfectly.
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