Stringer_Bell
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Up until an EDM festival I attended in Las Vegas I had used coke only once, and then by complete accident. I was a bit drunk and wandered into my living room. My female flatmate was sat at the kitchen table with a friend and they were doing lines. She offered me one and, without really thinking too much, I accepted. It was nice, not earth shattering but nice and I didn't have any comedown. I only did 2 small lines and it wasn't that pure.
Then about two weeks ago in Las Vegas I got hold of some decent coke (1g). I did 0.5g over the course of two days then threw the rest away because it gave me an anxiety attack. What a waste.
As it happens, now I'm back in the UK, I managed to get hold of some pretty pure coke. I don't know how pure but EZ test shows it as unadulterated and it has been sent off to EC tests which show no cuts. Now, I don't believe for a moment that this is pure coke as I know that's pretty impossible. but i think it might well be around 70% or so, so it's decent. Tested negative for levamisole in particular.
I've experimented with the coke a bit. I hate doing big lines or even medium sized ones. They cause anxiety. I love doing very small lines (just bumps really). They mildly increase my mood in a very pleasant way, without causing panic attacks or unplesant anxiety. I often like to take 0.4-0.8mg of Xanax before doing coke and then 0.4mg after my last line. It smoothens out the whole thing. I've done copious amounts of research on the interaction between benzos and cocaine and i know it has dangers but I understand the risk and accept it.
So far I have done coke 5 times in my life (i'm not counting every line, but every day I've done coke). So I'm a very new user. But I like it. I like getting the product, I like chopping up the lines. I like snorting it. I like the effect. I HATE the comedown but if i do small amounts only (maybe maximum 0.4g in a day) then it's not too bad and the Xanax takes the edge off. I've done coke today and I did it yesterday.
I've done SO much research and the last thing I want is to become a coke addict. It just seems awful. I know there's no parfectly safe way to use it. The safest thing is to not use it at all. But I do like it.
What do you think? Do I stop complely now while I still can? Or is there a place for this substance in my life? What are some of the safeguards I can take? I know about things like not drinking (cocaethylene), not doing too much, not doing it too often. But I get the impression on BL that people think it's not really possible to use coke 'safely' in the same way it's possible to drink safely.
Any advice would be appreciated. If it's better for me to know this on the head and never touch it again, I'll do it. I just wanted to know if you think people can enjoy this drug without throwing their whole lives and health away.
FWIW I'm 37, don't use other illegal drugs (save for MDMA at festivals - so far once in my life and I would never go to more than two festivals in a year.
Sincerely grateful for any replies.
Then about two weeks ago in Las Vegas I got hold of some decent coke (1g). I did 0.5g over the course of two days then threw the rest away because it gave me an anxiety attack. What a waste.
As it happens, now I'm back in the UK, I managed to get hold of some pretty pure coke. I don't know how pure but EZ test shows it as unadulterated and it has been sent off to EC tests which show no cuts. Now, I don't believe for a moment that this is pure coke as I know that's pretty impossible. but i think it might well be around 70% or so, so it's decent. Tested negative for levamisole in particular.
I've experimented with the coke a bit. I hate doing big lines or even medium sized ones. They cause anxiety. I love doing very small lines (just bumps really). They mildly increase my mood in a very pleasant way, without causing panic attacks or unplesant anxiety. I often like to take 0.4-0.8mg of Xanax before doing coke and then 0.4mg after my last line. It smoothens out the whole thing. I've done copious amounts of research on the interaction between benzos and cocaine and i know it has dangers but I understand the risk and accept it.
So far I have done coke 5 times in my life (i'm not counting every line, but every day I've done coke). So I'm a very new user. But I like it. I like getting the product, I like chopping up the lines. I like snorting it. I like the effect. I HATE the comedown but if i do small amounts only (maybe maximum 0.4g in a day) then it's not too bad and the Xanax takes the edge off. I've done coke today and I did it yesterday.
I've done SO much research and the last thing I want is to become a coke addict. It just seems awful. I know there's no parfectly safe way to use it. The safest thing is to not use it at all. But I do like it.
What do you think? Do I stop complely now while I still can? Or is there a place for this substance in my life? What are some of the safeguards I can take? I know about things like not drinking (cocaethylene), not doing too much, not doing it too often. But I get the impression on BL that people think it's not really possible to use coke 'safely' in the same way it's possible to drink safely.
Any advice would be appreciated. If it's better for me to know this on the head and never touch it again, I'll do it. I just wanted to know if you think people can enjoy this drug without throwing their whole lives and health away.
FWIW I'm 37, don't use other illegal drugs (save for MDMA at festivals - so far once in my life and I would never go to more than two festivals in a year.
Sincerely grateful for any replies.