Despite having learned some things about life in general,drug use definately made me more slow,maybe even awkward sometimes
around people,or at least thats how i feel.
I started as a teenager and now 7 years of heroin/benzo abuse later i feel that while a might have learned a stuff or two about life and how to
react/make decisions,my social skills and interest in socializing and meeting/chatting up with other people has obviously suffered.
In the past i would easily talk to someone i dont know and come up with topics to discuss while gracefully interacting.Was really easy to make friends
and "connect" with someone really quickly.
Now i feel like despite being in my mid 20s,i can hardly relate to people i meet,keeping or inducing conversation is hard and sometimes feels akward,
and most of the time im not even interested in meeting people i would find fascinating in the past.
Opiates used to alleviate all the second thoughts and unreasonable remorse but now they dont make a difference,and if they do its probably for the worst.
I defo feel drugs made it harder to communicate,limitted fantasy,made me dumber..