I am 27 and have been in a "depression" for about 9 years now, I think.
I was actually able to manage more or less so far, but when I got into drugs last year and then stopped after 6 months of use, I think that gave me the starting signal for a real depression.
The lockdown put me in 10 weeks of isolation, think that gave me the death shot.
My sleep has been suffering for 3 years, currently more than ever.
I feel listless, emotionless, listless, sex 0 lust and a little anxiety disorder that paralyzes me.
I don't feel like doing anything, my motivation is 0, I have to do things, learn, it all makes no sense.
I look terrible with strong dark circles and fat loss on the face while gaining fat on the belly.
I would like to try AD because jogging no longer helps. Euophoria is absent, everything makes no sense.
I do not want to kill myself right now but I question my existence in my current ...
I was actually able to manage more or less so far, but when I got into drugs last year and then stopped after 6 months of use, I think that gave me the starting signal for a real depression.
The lockdown put me in 10 weeks of isolation, think that gave me the death shot.
My sleep has been suffering for 3 years, currently more than ever.
I feel listless, emotionless, listless, sex 0 lust and a little anxiety disorder that paralyzes me.
I don't feel like doing anything, my motivation is 0, I have to do things, learn, it all makes no sense.
I look terrible with strong dark circles and fat loss on the face while gaining fat on the belly.
I would like to try AD because jogging no longer helps. Euophoria is absent, everything makes no sense.
I do not want to kill myself right now but I question my existence in my current ...