Exonyte123
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Hey guys, I’m new to this forum, and yesterday I had my first DMT trip. It was the scariest thing I have ever done in my life. This experience left me so confused that I felt I need to post it online and receive some feedback to understand it.
A little background: I have done very little drugs in my life (LSA, weed, ketamine) but was very interested in DMT. I have read almost all the information I could find on the internet and I have read Dr Strassman’s book.
So, recently I was alone in my house for 1 week and decided it would a good idea to try. So I started to smoke it and failed. I tried like 5 times to vaporize it using different techniques (crack pipe, vaporizers, the Machine) but I could never breakthrough. Then, I saw I video on YouTube about a guy who said you can snort it. He snorted 100mg and had a breakthrough. Yesterday, I decided it would be my turn to go into hyperspace, so I snorted 120mg just to be 110% sure. People say snorting waste a lot of DMT, but I figured that since the trip last roughly 45-60 min it was worth the try. Now what comes next is pure insanity. I would describe it as 95% hell and 5% advice on my life.
***The Trip***
So I snort 60mg in each nostril, go in my bed and wait. Its start to get hot and I feel a pressure inside my head. Then my vision becomes blurry and pixelated. I see triangular fractal patterns on the wall. At this point I remember that Terence McKenna said that I should encounter a circus with elves, I saw one elf in a cone-like pyramid made of fractals. Then, DMT-beings start to probe me by putting tubes inside of me, one particularly big in my throat. This being quite unpleasant, I open my eyes and decide that I want to stop it, but I can’t. Soon, the DMT-beings take control of my body while I am awake and fully conscious. For the next couple of minutes they put my fingers very vigorously into every hole of my body including my anus. They quickly make me take all my clothes off and left naked in my room. With the little control I have, I decided to reach for my wristwatch and see that only 10 minutes have passed (but it felt like an eternity). I am so mad I break my watch apart and throw it on the ground. I then start punching the floor with all my strength until my knuckles bleed. Then I experience all possible emotions, one after the other, towards the beings. After that, I calm myself down, go to my bed and don’t move till the end of the trip. Then the beings put me into a loop-hole of thoughts, like a prison. I say to them: well in 30 minutes it will all be over, they reply that time is an invention they made to make me feel that it will end when it will never end. I try to argue, but they convince me that all life is just a 2 minute cycle that never ends; all reality is just this loop. At one point, I asked myself is it worth to grab a knife and cut my throat and make it all stop but don’t do it in the end. They tell me that every human goes here periodically just forgets it’s, which really scared me. After that, I “escaped” the loop prison and all that was left of me was a breathing machine. I was breathing at a regular pace for what seemed an eternity in complete nothingness. Then, I kind of surrendered to the beings, agreeing that they have full control over my body and mind. After that, one of the beings asked me if I’ve learned my lesson yet. He then told me that when I come back to the real world, to be a good person and say to my mom that I love her. And to be grateful for my life because this can happen again. After that, I woke up in my bed, naked, all sweating.
***Conclusion***
For me this trip was basically hell, it destroyed all my reality in one hour. I am very disappointed since all I read where amazing experiences, not a trip to hell like in my case. I don’t really understand what I did wrong in my set/setting or anywhere else. One thing I can surely point out is that I was continuously going back and forth between the DMT-space and reality and trying to fight these things who tried to control me. But it seemed so frightening that I didn’t want to let go easily. Now last night I couldn’t sleep at all because I was afraid that during my REM sleep, I would create DMT and encounter the evil beings again in my sleep. I’m extremely confused right now, I decided to take my next DMT trip in at least one year if ever, and smoke it this time so it doesn’t last that long. What do you guys think of this??
[Sorry for my bad English, I am French]
A little background: I have done very little drugs in my life (LSA, weed, ketamine) but was very interested in DMT. I have read almost all the information I could find on the internet and I have read Dr Strassman’s book.
So, recently I was alone in my house for 1 week and decided it would a good idea to try. So I started to smoke it and failed. I tried like 5 times to vaporize it using different techniques (crack pipe, vaporizers, the Machine) but I could never breakthrough. Then, I saw I video on YouTube about a guy who said you can snort it. He snorted 100mg and had a breakthrough. Yesterday, I decided it would be my turn to go into hyperspace, so I snorted 120mg just to be 110% sure. People say snorting waste a lot of DMT, but I figured that since the trip last roughly 45-60 min it was worth the try. Now what comes next is pure insanity. I would describe it as 95% hell and 5% advice on my life.
***The Trip***
So I snort 60mg in each nostril, go in my bed and wait. Its start to get hot and I feel a pressure inside my head. Then my vision becomes blurry and pixelated. I see triangular fractal patterns on the wall. At this point I remember that Terence McKenna said that I should encounter a circus with elves, I saw one elf in a cone-like pyramid made of fractals. Then, DMT-beings start to probe me by putting tubes inside of me, one particularly big in my throat. This being quite unpleasant, I open my eyes and decide that I want to stop it, but I can’t. Soon, the DMT-beings take control of my body while I am awake and fully conscious. For the next couple of minutes they put my fingers very vigorously into every hole of my body including my anus. They quickly make me take all my clothes off and left naked in my room. With the little control I have, I decided to reach for my wristwatch and see that only 10 minutes have passed (but it felt like an eternity). I am so mad I break my watch apart and throw it on the ground. I then start punching the floor with all my strength until my knuckles bleed. Then I experience all possible emotions, one after the other, towards the beings. After that, I calm myself down, go to my bed and don’t move till the end of the trip. Then the beings put me into a loop-hole of thoughts, like a prison. I say to them: well in 30 minutes it will all be over, they reply that time is an invention they made to make me feel that it will end when it will never end. I try to argue, but they convince me that all life is just a 2 minute cycle that never ends; all reality is just this loop. At one point, I asked myself is it worth to grab a knife and cut my throat and make it all stop but don’t do it in the end. They tell me that every human goes here periodically just forgets it’s, which really scared me. After that, I “escaped” the loop prison and all that was left of me was a breathing machine. I was breathing at a regular pace for what seemed an eternity in complete nothingness. Then, I kind of surrendered to the beings, agreeing that they have full control over my body and mind. After that, one of the beings asked me if I’ve learned my lesson yet. He then told me that when I come back to the real world, to be a good person and say to my mom that I love her. And to be grateful for my life because this can happen again. After that, I woke up in my bed, naked, all sweating.
***Conclusion***
For me this trip was basically hell, it destroyed all my reality in one hour. I am very disappointed since all I read where amazing experiences, not a trip to hell like in my case. I don’t really understand what I did wrong in my set/setting or anywhere else. One thing I can surely point out is that I was continuously going back and forth between the DMT-space and reality and trying to fight these things who tried to control me. But it seemed so frightening that I didn’t want to let go easily. Now last night I couldn’t sleep at all because I was afraid that during my REM sleep, I would create DMT and encounter the evil beings again in my sleep. I’m extremely confused right now, I decided to take my next DMT trip in at least one year if ever, and smoke it this time so it doesn’t last that long. What do you guys think of this??
[Sorry for my bad English, I am French]