so here's the story. its started about 2 months ago when I started using again. I've been on a binge. mostly because I was trying to find someone to buy from. well I found meth like once in the first 45 days.once. idk wtf these guys are smoking but I'm a junkie. and I've done it this time. I've thrown away so much shit lately. I don't throw away my drugs! about 40 days in I notice more than a lack of forceful energy. high BP, sometimes tremors, abdomen pain that moves. I'm in a new area that I used to live, 1 hour away. I bought a sack. it had meth in it for sure. but shortly after I start feeling the tightness and then pain. my front flanks are painful. not so bad that I yelp or flinch. but it's very worrisome. I want to get a thread going because I know I'm not the only one experiencing this shit and I haven't seen any real threads on it. idk about you guys but I'm officially done. I want to live to enjoy my life and my girl and I will drink my C4 powder for energy and 100mg V for that Iron. won't be high except for high in that pussy. but it's worth quiting. I love meth. dope sex with my girl is the best. but this isn't what I paid for!
oh yeah I had something weird happen today. I rotate. I think enough. my left arm has been used enough over this span...idk the name of the line but I fucked up 1 on each arm over the years. so the inner elbow of my left has been done for quite awhile. fucked it off in the beginning....I did a few shots in my left hand in the last 24-48 hours. 3? nothing too big. I like a .2. bigger goes into a bigger vein. maybe the last was a .3 there. but I inject very slowly into these. well I've noticed when I do I get a burning 3 inches down in my wrist. kinda bad but no damage. I've felt this before. well today I have a fucking bruise that's gotten slightly worse on the inside of my elbow where I haven't attempted to stick a needle in at least 5 years. I don't know wtf I'm just hoping it doesn't abcess...
oh yeah I had something weird happen today. I rotate. I think enough. my left arm has been used enough over this span...idk the name of the line but I fucked up 1 on each arm over the years. so the inner elbow of my left has been done for quite awhile. fucked it off in the beginning....I did a few shots in my left hand in the last 24-48 hours. 3? nothing too big. I like a .2. bigger goes into a bigger vein. maybe the last was a .3 there. but I inject very slowly into these. well I've noticed when I do I get a burning 3 inches down in my wrist. kinda bad but no damage. I've felt this before. well today I have a fucking bruise that's gotten slightly worse on the inside of my elbow where I haven't attempted to stick a needle in at least 5 years. I don't know wtf I'm just hoping it doesn't abcess...
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