I have used psychedelic drugs before mostly RC's but recently my connection got his hands on microdots (LSD). I have been wanting to try lsd for a good while, this was a perfect opportunity. I bought two dots and decided to use them at my friends party. My experience with RC's led me to believe I could handle both dots at once so I put them both under my tongue. I thought lsd was going to be like the 2-c's but much more intense.... I was wrong the it took a while for them to kick in, when the come up happened I was with my two friends in the woods one was already tripping on lsd the other was on 2-cb.
The come up was weird I remember walking and feeling strange, I couldn't tell if I was high or not I just felt awkward. I expected more visual distortion like other RC's ive done but found lsd to be more emotional and spiritual. The come up stayed with me for about 20-30 mins until I started to fell the stronger effects of lsd. A few girls showed up so a few friends took them to smoke. I stayed outside and one of my friends suggested that I took his headphones and went to the clearing (a huge hill looking down on a highway and a forest.) I listened to trippy music as I walked to the woods mostly chance the rapper.
I began peeking as I got to the hill. It was the MOST beautiful place I have ever seen. I walked to the top of the hill and was just amazed. I sat down and just watched cars go by. this is where I believe I experienced ego death. as I was sitting there I started thinking of how amazing life and nature was. I was watching my fingers move and was thinking about how amazing it is to be alive I then realized I was just a part of nature. I was convinced that i was going to live in the woods with nature and wildlife for the rest of my life. I wondered why i was born and what my purpose was.
I was siting there for about a hour and a half and I knew the party started i just didn't want to go back. I took my shoes off and walked through the woods. my friends came to look for me and when they found me i did not want to speak with them i knew they were talking to me but i chose to ignore them. My one friend was asking me what i have been doing and i told them i discovered life. They blew me off and went back to the party I had this strange theory that we were all like ants in a ant farm and are only goal was to survive and build until we die. I felt like the earth was using us to continue its existence.
I cant really put it into words but it was a weird experience. I respected plants and animals because i am nothing but a animal. I eventually went back to the party everyone asked me where i was or how i was or what i was seeing. i did not want to talk to anyone the only thing i said was that i was reborn and i was a different person. I am usually the life of the party but i just wandered by myself and didn't talk to anyone for several hour until one of my friends killed a spider. I was really angered by this for some reason and i flipped out. (since that day i haven't killed any bugs that were in my house i catch them and release them outside). i have never been angered by this before. i decided to go back to the woods to calm down......
this is beginning to get really long so i will rap it up. Ever since that day i have been more considerate of nature and other people i believe i experienced ego death i would be happy for someone to shed some light on the topic or share a experience
The come up was weird I remember walking and feeling strange, I couldn't tell if I was high or not I just felt awkward. I expected more visual distortion like other RC's ive done but found lsd to be more emotional and spiritual. The come up stayed with me for about 20-30 mins until I started to fell the stronger effects of lsd. A few girls showed up so a few friends took them to smoke. I stayed outside and one of my friends suggested that I took his headphones and went to the clearing (a huge hill looking down on a highway and a forest.) I listened to trippy music as I walked to the woods mostly chance the rapper.
I began peeking as I got to the hill. It was the MOST beautiful place I have ever seen. I walked to the top of the hill and was just amazed. I sat down and just watched cars go by. this is where I believe I experienced ego death. as I was sitting there I started thinking of how amazing life and nature was. I was watching my fingers move and was thinking about how amazing it is to be alive I then realized I was just a part of nature. I was convinced that i was going to live in the woods with nature and wildlife for the rest of my life. I wondered why i was born and what my purpose was.
I was siting there for about a hour and a half and I knew the party started i just didn't want to go back. I took my shoes off and walked through the woods. my friends came to look for me and when they found me i did not want to speak with them i knew they were talking to me but i chose to ignore them. My one friend was asking me what i have been doing and i told them i discovered life. They blew me off and went back to the party I had this strange theory that we were all like ants in a ant farm and are only goal was to survive and build until we die. I felt like the earth was using us to continue its existence.
I cant really put it into words but it was a weird experience. I respected plants and animals because i am nothing but a animal. I eventually went back to the party everyone asked me where i was or how i was or what i was seeing. i did not want to talk to anyone the only thing i said was that i was reborn and i was a different person. I am usually the life of the party but i just wandered by myself and didn't talk to anyone for several hour until one of my friends killed a spider. I was really angered by this for some reason and i flipped out. (since that day i haven't killed any bugs that were in my house i catch them and release them outside). i have never been angered by this before. i decided to go back to the woods to calm down......
this is beginning to get really long so i will rap it up. Ever since that day i have been more considerate of nature and other people i believe i experienced ego death i would be happy for someone to shed some light on the topic or share a experience
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