5 weeks ago I did 250mg e for the first time and had a bad trip due to the overdose. 12 hours ago I did 100mg and I think I'm avoiding a bad comedown now. I feel perfectly normal, no longer high of course but I'm not getting any panic attacks or depression. I didn't really get much of a good high either, tho. Next time I'm not gonna bother with porn at all as it seems to be a waste of a roll. I did manage to cum tho about 4 1/2 hours after swallowing the pill. I thought it was impossible to orgasm on ecstasy, lol.
I did not get the eye wiggling and jaw clenching that I got last time either which is good but I think that proves that my dosage was too low this time. What do you guys think, maybe 125mg next time? I did take a shower during my roll which felt great. But I almost had another panic attack when I couldn't do a bowel movement, no idea why. When you're a paranoid schizophrenic, doing stimulants is not a good idea. But I had it under control. I thought happy thoughts as much as I could and I drifted back into a good mood.
I hope I'm gonna have a nice afterglow this time instead of a hangover. Not looking forward to tomorrow, last time I was suicidal the day after the roll.
I did not get the eye wiggling and jaw clenching that I got last time either which is good but I think that proves that my dosage was too low this time. What do you guys think, maybe 125mg next time? I did take a shower during my roll which felt great. But I almost had another panic attack when I couldn't do a bowel movement, no idea why. When you're a paranoid schizophrenic, doing stimulants is not a good idea. But I had it under control. I thought happy thoughts as much as I could and I drifted back into a good mood.
I hope I'm gonna have a nice afterglow this time instead of a hangover. Not looking forward to tomorrow, last time I was suicidal the day after the roll.