_Somethingintheway
Greenlighter
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Hey there
I've been abusing dexedrine with no more than a 2 week break for the last 1.5 years. Highest daily dose was around 100mg.
I am now averaging about 50 to 70mg of extended release spansules daily and have every single day for the last 2 months.
Naturally I ran out of my rx. I have over 2 weeks to go. I have some 10mg ER remaining (about 6) and 12 5mg IR. What's the best way to withdraw from this? Do I do a couple days at 30, a couple at 20, then 10 then nothing for the remaining of the time? Or is it preferable to take like 5mg a day for as long as I can?
I take morphine 90mg daily for trigeminal neuralgia, 300mg lyrica. I have a bottle of valium but would like to use it sparingly. Any advice would be appreciated. Does anyone else react to stims in this way?
It's ruining my life. I have bad ptsd and use it to avoid sleep and numb me out. The euphoria is less pronounced now, it's the detachment and numbness that I get that has me hooked. I'm not productive at all, and I don't understand how everyone is manically getting stuff done. I lay on my couch and stare at the ceiling and dissociate into myself. I blink and 6 hours have gone by. I blink and 6 months have gone by. I've always been a skin picker and hair puller even before the dex but the last week I have maimed my chest and legs with the picking. I'm going to have serious scarring. I gave myself a staph infection on my face 6 months ago. My house is disgusting. I dropped out of school. I don't see anyone ever anymore. I don't even watch shows or listen to music, I literally just stare catatonic and disappear into myself. I've done stretches of 3 nights/4 days of no sleep about 4 times and I knew I was playing with psychosis. Shadows in my peripherals, confusion. My mother had a psychotic break in her 40s and I know if I continuw i can expect the same. I'm 30F and I'm so embarassed and am right on the cusp of losing everything and everyone finding out.
I've been abusing dexedrine with no more than a 2 week break for the last 1.5 years. Highest daily dose was around 100mg.
I am now averaging about 50 to 70mg of extended release spansules daily and have every single day for the last 2 months.
Naturally I ran out of my rx. I have over 2 weeks to go. I have some 10mg ER remaining (about 6) and 12 5mg IR. What's the best way to withdraw from this? Do I do a couple days at 30, a couple at 20, then 10 then nothing for the remaining of the time? Or is it preferable to take like 5mg a day for as long as I can?
I take morphine 90mg daily for trigeminal neuralgia, 300mg lyrica. I have a bottle of valium but would like to use it sparingly. Any advice would be appreciated. Does anyone else react to stims in this way?
It's ruining my life. I have bad ptsd and use it to avoid sleep and numb me out. The euphoria is less pronounced now, it's the detachment and numbness that I get that has me hooked. I'm not productive at all, and I don't understand how everyone is manically getting stuff done. I lay on my couch and stare at the ceiling and dissociate into myself. I blink and 6 hours have gone by. I blink and 6 months have gone by. I've always been a skin picker and hair puller even before the dex but the last week I have maimed my chest and legs with the picking. I'm going to have serious scarring. I gave myself a staph infection on my face 6 months ago. My house is disgusting. I dropped out of school. I don't see anyone ever anymore. I don't even watch shows or listen to music, I literally just stare catatonic and disappear into myself. I've done stretches of 3 nights/4 days of no sleep about 4 times and I knew I was playing with psychosis. Shadows in my peripherals, confusion. My mother had a psychotic break in her 40s and I know if I continuw i can expect the same. I'm 30F and I'm so embarassed and am right on the cusp of losing everything and everyone finding out.