THE_REAL_OBLIVION
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Alright, I have tested this thing, it's not poison like the alarmists are scared of here, it is a less potent per mg but just as psychoactive thienobenzo, removal of chlorine from benzos and thienobenzos seem to indeed produce the same kind of effect, lose some instant anxiolysis for a more prolonged and at a certain point hypnotic (I've got 6mg pre-pressed pills, they are pinkish from a vendor known not to mess around that is around since a long long time. It took me out (along with some hydroxyzine) of an antibiotic caused manic phase (Clavulin, amoxicillin 875mg/125mg clavulinic acid, the strongest dose possible for that antibiotic, I had the 500mg pills before for sinus infections which are yellow and bigger than these, which I didn't even know existed. Point is antibiotics of most classes, except those related to penicilin(usually, amoxicillin is related to penicilin) and cephalosporins (like Cefzil) make me feel weird at high doses, especially fluroroquinolones. Weird like acting manic, staying up like if I still had a script to dexedrine and abusing it for 2-3 days, feeling muscle contractions like if I was on d-amphetamine, bizarre I know.
So you can imagine I was wonderfully pleased that my 50 8mg flubromazepams and 25 deschloro-etizolams arrived (with records I ordered and some e-liquid, flurry of deliveries, people like me are more common than you think Harper, you won't get away with removing door to door delivery of mail in Canada, nobody believes your stats that start the year your party got in minority power that 75% of mail volume reduction happened since 2006...glad you'll be kicked out of government next year, you're starting to piss off people who usually defend you till the end...)
Anyway, enough political tangants, I have a benzo tolerance so take that into account friends. After having 16mg flubromazepam and 18mg deschloro-etizolam, I felt something quicker than just flubromazepam would provide, about 15 minutes in and I started to get out of the manic episode or mixed state, I'm not sure where I was, but it was a Mountain Dew guzzling, massive "give yourself jobs to do on the computer, like upload music not on what.cd and learn their way of functioning, which is the most complicated place to upload torrents in the underworld...even if I hadn't slept in 40 hours...2 hours after eating both products....I fell asleep, not much in the euphoria department compared to etizolam powder taken while at one's lowest point coming down from a Dexedrine binge...(I'm taking just it alone tonight for a real report to be made), had 12 mg when I woke up. But I can say that it kicked in before the flubromazepam, I obtained massive muscle relaxation which is what I needed the most, to get rid of the squeezed muscles high on adrenaline feeling after about 1h30 I was very relaxed, I've eaten supper with my family then went to bed in my old bedroom at my mom's house (I was visiting), I gotta be taken care of while I take care of this horrid infection I got going on right now (and even after the antibiotics are used, I'll have to have surgery, look up pilonidal sinus(sinuses in my case, multiple places where...well, you'll see/cyst). It succeeded in making me forget about the extremely annoying fact that I'll have to get surgery and have a nurse come to my home everyday clean up and replace the stitches. Plus there's an endocrinologist who wants to see me a lot, but now if I call back i'll have to pay fees for not going to my appointment twice in a row, last year I was supposed to see her again 3 months later and now its almost been a year...). Thing is I'm most of the time in tolerance withdrawal and have to rely on these RC's. I feel like these tools will help me explain the fact I got an infection and was scripted Oxy IR's 10mg every 6 hours and if she doesn't believe me, I have the scripts photocopied.
Although, right now I wish I had learned about flubromazolam and where to get it before placing this order. Now I'm broke until the next disability cheque (private, from money accumulated working) but I know where to get the stuff, which also seems ideal since it's put on blotter, will facilitate a taper if I'm not in a too miserable situation, I will attempt. Same as for deschloro and flubromazepam....I use them, and use them less often than my scripted benzos (valium 20mg prn, xanax 1mg prn (15 a month only)). It is another valuable weapon to accumulate, because if i'm weening myself off benzos sometimes, I don't think it'll be with my psychiatrist who was pretty mad I didn't stop the valium completely which was used to substitute clonazepam for a taper, although my brain seems to have gained 10 IQ points when I got rid of the 3.5mg clonazepam a day dosage to just 20mg valium. The only way to get rid of valium there would need to be to remove 1mg every 3 weeks/month, which is thankfully possible and easy to do with the various valium pill dosages which are all scored to split in 2 (10mg,5mg, 2mg, never saw the 2mg white valiums but that's how it would happen...and I ain't sure the guy who's mostly a criminal psychiatrist (who takes regular patients like me too, but he's used to read into criminals thoughts and these psydocs are fuckin smarter than we give them credit for, usually...what saves me is what I've studied in college, he knows I know what I'm doing). I even told him before that I could cook my own benzos if push came to shove (didnt reveal the online secret though), but basically, its the same thing.
General comments I know, but what struck me about deschloroetizolam is the gradual muscle relaxation follow by the jello mind that I associate with etizolam and not real benzos, it hasn't caused organ failure or anything of the sort like the alarmists who sound as crazy as police in the US saying google and apple's default encryption will help pedophiles and THINK OF DA CHILDRUN, or terrorism, just as dogmatic. I don't know why some RC vendors (certainly not canadian vendors, but UK vendors) are doing sales with massive rebates for etizolam and try to replace it with this, not just have both of them for an extended period. Afaik, etizolam is scripted in Japan, South Korea, India and ITALY. Now if vendors would just do this stuff with another thieno or even a regular benzo that's not scripted in north america, like brotizolam(thieno) or say lormetazepam(available only some european countries...). I don't know why etizolam enjoys this particular status of both legal and grey market usage over other stuff. I've slept about 6 hours after what turned out to be a pleasant supper where it maybe showed I was dishinibited, I talked a lot. I'm still pretty tired, sorry bout the long post, but that's how I roll![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
So you can imagine I was wonderfully pleased that my 50 8mg flubromazepams and 25 deschloro-etizolams arrived (with records I ordered and some e-liquid, flurry of deliveries, people like me are more common than you think Harper, you won't get away with removing door to door delivery of mail in Canada, nobody believes your stats that start the year your party got in minority power that 75% of mail volume reduction happened since 2006...glad you'll be kicked out of government next year, you're starting to piss off people who usually defend you till the end...)
Anyway, enough political tangants, I have a benzo tolerance so take that into account friends. After having 16mg flubromazepam and 18mg deschloro-etizolam, I felt something quicker than just flubromazepam would provide, about 15 minutes in and I started to get out of the manic episode or mixed state, I'm not sure where I was, but it was a Mountain Dew guzzling, massive "give yourself jobs to do on the computer, like upload music not on what.cd and learn their way of functioning, which is the most complicated place to upload torrents in the underworld...even if I hadn't slept in 40 hours...2 hours after eating both products....I fell asleep, not much in the euphoria department compared to etizolam powder taken while at one's lowest point coming down from a Dexedrine binge...(I'm taking just it alone tonight for a real report to be made), had 12 mg when I woke up. But I can say that it kicked in before the flubromazepam, I obtained massive muscle relaxation which is what I needed the most, to get rid of the squeezed muscles high on adrenaline feeling after about 1h30 I was very relaxed, I've eaten supper with my family then went to bed in my old bedroom at my mom's house (I was visiting), I gotta be taken care of while I take care of this horrid infection I got going on right now (and even after the antibiotics are used, I'll have to have surgery, look up pilonidal sinus(sinuses in my case, multiple places where...well, you'll see/cyst). It succeeded in making me forget about the extremely annoying fact that I'll have to get surgery and have a nurse come to my home everyday clean up and replace the stitches. Plus there's an endocrinologist who wants to see me a lot, but now if I call back i'll have to pay fees for not going to my appointment twice in a row, last year I was supposed to see her again 3 months later and now its almost been a year...). Thing is I'm most of the time in tolerance withdrawal and have to rely on these RC's. I feel like these tools will help me explain the fact I got an infection and was scripted Oxy IR's 10mg every 6 hours and if she doesn't believe me, I have the scripts photocopied.
Although, right now I wish I had learned about flubromazolam and where to get it before placing this order. Now I'm broke until the next disability cheque (private, from money accumulated working) but I know where to get the stuff, which also seems ideal since it's put on blotter, will facilitate a taper if I'm not in a too miserable situation, I will attempt. Same as for deschloro and flubromazepam....I use them, and use them less often than my scripted benzos (valium 20mg prn, xanax 1mg prn (15 a month only)). It is another valuable weapon to accumulate, because if i'm weening myself off benzos sometimes, I don't think it'll be with my psychiatrist who was pretty mad I didn't stop the valium completely which was used to substitute clonazepam for a taper, although my brain seems to have gained 10 IQ points when I got rid of the 3.5mg clonazepam a day dosage to just 20mg valium. The only way to get rid of valium there would need to be to remove 1mg every 3 weeks/month, which is thankfully possible and easy to do with the various valium pill dosages which are all scored to split in 2 (10mg,5mg, 2mg, never saw the 2mg white valiums but that's how it would happen...and I ain't sure the guy who's mostly a criminal psychiatrist (who takes regular patients like me too, but he's used to read into criminals thoughts and these psydocs are fuckin smarter than we give them credit for, usually...what saves me is what I've studied in college, he knows I know what I'm doing). I even told him before that I could cook my own benzos if push came to shove (didnt reveal the online secret though), but basically, its the same thing.
General comments I know, but what struck me about deschloroetizolam is the gradual muscle relaxation follow by the jello mind that I associate with etizolam and not real benzos, it hasn't caused organ failure or anything of the sort like the alarmists who sound as crazy as police in the US saying google and apple's default encryption will help pedophiles and THINK OF DA CHILDRUN, or terrorism, just as dogmatic. I don't know why some RC vendors (certainly not canadian vendors, but UK vendors) are doing sales with massive rebates for etizolam and try to replace it with this, not just have both of them for an extended period. Afaik, etizolam is scripted in Japan, South Korea, India and ITALY. Now if vendors would just do this stuff with another thieno or even a regular benzo that's not scripted in north america, like brotizolam(thieno) or say lormetazepam(available only some european countries...). I don't know why etizolam enjoys this particular status of both legal and grey market usage over other stuff. I've slept about 6 hours after what turned out to be a pleasant supper where it maybe showed I was dishinibited, I talked a lot. I'm still pretty tired, sorry bout the long post, but that's how I roll
The hallmark of taking too much etizolam in a day, for me anyway, I think it generally takes a lot of time before this happens with etizolam. At least it's not in my eye, which used to happen to me naturally as a late teen/early 20's guy who didn't mess with benzos, but this deschloro-etizolam has it happen in upper right forearm, which is bizarre. It stopped since I started to write this post and I hope it stays this way. I'm still feeling it's effects upon waking up, and right now I feel pretty slow. The closest thing to this stuff is Dalmane so far, the next day sedation from Dalmane is quite marked due to its ridiculously long half-life and it takes care of anxiety right away when starting your day, haven't taken anything right now cos I got a feeling not much of anything sedative would send me straight back to bed.
