If somehow the mind has bought into an illusion of self, how would it go about proving self doesn't exist? How does a unicorn prove unicorns don't exist?
The very idea that somehow a situation has occured where an illusion (of self) is trying to disprove itself, is kinda absurd to me.
Self is a thought? Do you mean a wave/stream of thoughts? I get what your saying, but intuitively it doesn't seem as simple as saying self is an illusion.
Where was I when I was 5? I suppose in that present reality. Where is myself when I am sleeping? Not sure , a guess would be resting/recharging ☺
good questions/points. Not any easy answers.
You say self is always changing. But your questions seem to indicate that self needs to remain static to exist. I don't see why self (in respect) has to be defined in terms of an immutable object. ' I' could be different at 10, 20, and 30.
I have often thought self is a thought of a higher entity manifesting itself. The observation ( not necessarily visually) of self is what allows self to exist. I tend to think our perception of reality is more the illusion. I think there is a higher/truer reality that exists.
if when you sleep, when you were 5, 10, 15, is definitely not the same self as the self you think you are now, it would be equivalent to say that you would have had, have and will have many self. the self at 5 is definitely not the same as 10, as 30 or will it be at 50. how could we be all those selves, those thousands of selves. it seems very contradictory. when you sleep, the sense of self is not resting, it simply is not there at all.
where will be our self when we will die, or before this life?
your body clearly have changed and your mind clearly have changed. where was that self all this time? ever changing? the mind and the body is totally conditioned by your body. the mind is nothing more then a sense contact. the mind is very strongly generated by the thought.
as soon as we dont think for a while, the sense of self dissipate and all there is is awareness of what you observe.
the thinker creates the self. when you become the observer rather the the thinker, the thinker is gone and the observer can merge with the observed. observer and observed can merge to ebcome one, a unity. but this needs practice.
I also believe that there are truer reality that exist within reality, subtler sensation to be felt, different state of awareness, but why awareness would equal self? when theres no awareness, as you can see when you sleep, you are not a self anymore.
If somehow the mind has bought into an illusion of self, how would it go about proving self doesn't exist?
by practicing mindfulness. if you practice minfulness of thought now, label each thought that comes into the mind, within minutes, you will see that you can change your mind. if each time you have a negative thought, you replace that thought as fast as possible with a beautiful thought, ou will see that you dont have to think negative thoughts. then, if you go back to the mindfulness of the body and able to stay within it, the self becomes much more transparent, malleable and change completely.
if you are able to mediate and able to reach concentration (that means having no thoughts at all in the mind), if only for 10 seconds, this experience should give you some very interesting insights about a lot of our wrong believes
But your questions seem to indicate that self needs to remain static to exist
I certainly dont think that.
however, in order to realize what we really are, we have to develop calm, stillness and peace within. we have to develop a lot of factors in order to see reality for what it really is.
Self is a thought? Do you mean a wave/stream of thoughts?
what I mean is that the sense of self, the idea that we are a entity formed of a body and mind is a wrong view mainly supported by our thoughts. we think we are a body or that this body belongs to us and we think that our mind is ours and belongs to us, just like we also may think we own our thoughts. All those believes are wrong.