Im not sure if theres a direct point to my thread so remove it if needed. My situation is im on pain management for several things and im so sick of the opiates. I take quite a bit and they dont really help a lot but if i miss a dose i can feel it. Im also a stoner since age 13. I stopped smoking then recently would smoke a little after my test at pain clinic and stop so i can pass next test. Working but i feel sooo much better when i smoke. My body relaxes and my mind settles and i can focus on my songwriting and guitar playing. I guess im looking for advice. Im thinking of talking to my Dr this month and tell her i want off the opiates so i can smoke. Maybe they can taper me down or just give me suboxone for couple of weeks. I love cannabis and i miss it. Im sick of being a zombie. Im moving this week and sharing a house and ill be upstairs lift and shes cool with it. I think its time. Does anybody know medical marijuana status in NC? Ill ask my Dr. I think its only for cancer patients. I guess my thread is for advice on what to do about this. Once its done, its done. I cant be in pain 2 months from now and go running back to pain clinic. This dec is permanant. Usually i give it 20-25 days smoke free but i got 12 days but i think im gonna smoke a bit cause i feel absolutley terrible. What would yall do? Sorry if this is not a viable thread. I just didnt see a thread that would give me advice. Its a shame i cant have both. Anyway, happy new year!!