Does anybody who is suffering the aftermath of a bad 'mdma' (untested) experience / LTC have the experience that they are literally dead inside? It's like my personality has been erased, my sense of self destroyed, like I have lost my soul. I know this undoubtedly sounds pretty unusual or that I am just trying to use metaphor but this is seriously how I feel. I used to have passions, desires, motivation, sexual drive, the world was my oyster, opinions, I could make plans for the future etc etc. All that was literally erased in one evening where I had a horrific reaction / experience. I now live in limbo, disconnected from everything. It's as if I can only experience my surroundings at a fraction of how I used to. Anybody else have this sensation and can you put a name to this condition? I don't believe it's depression as I'm not depressed I just feel dead inside, like I'm stuck in some emotionless bubble. The best that I can come up with is that this is a depersonalised / anhedonic state. Any thoughts?