pandahaze
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This is just my experience, as all dissociative users know that dose, duration, experience etc. can change drastically between each individual.
Before I begin, a quick story of my dissociative use. I've been doing 3-ho-pcp at least once a week for a year now. It's by far my favorite dissociative. Sometimes I add K, 3-meo-pce, MXPr as a combo.
When I first started, my 3-ho-pcp dose was 12-13mg, now it's 15-16mg. I try to maintan this as much as I can. I generally don't redose more than one time. Maybe this has kept my tolerance grounded. As I'm only using it for the immersion as in watching movies/shows, I don't like going into confusion territory.
Combos I've done have generally been like 3-ho-pcp + K or 3-meo-pce or MXPr (when I have them)
I know for some people this use may sound excessive but point of this post is not my disso use, don't worry I'm a grown ass man who has a nice job, is married and all that stuff. I have a pretty normal life. I don't binge. It has never been a problem to my health or connection with the outside world; work, friends, family etc
My doses for above RCs
Above info will be really relevant at the end of this post.
Now, let's talk about DCK. I had definitely underestimated what it is at first. I mean I had known it was a very popular dissociative, almost on par with MXE, but compared with dissociatives mentioned above, this is the real deal. I first used Saturday and then again on Sunday, but it gave me the urge of writing this long ass post. Because I wanted to share how cool it was and give some warnings at the same time. As much as it can be crown jewel of dissociatives, it has the potential of turning your brain into mush next day which I've never experienced with other dissociatives.
I did and allergy test first and snorted 5-6mg. Nothing weird, although I felt tiny bit tinnitus idk it might have been placebo effect. I knew I might have some disso tolerance, but I wanted to test the waters, better safe than sorry, so I prepared 20mg and plugged. 30 min later I understood that I can consume more as the feeling was pretty manageable, so I redose 20mg more.
Next redose was 30mg insufflated. And that's when the fun started.
The effect I'll talk right now is exactly the same I am getting from Ketamine. Whatever I watch before Ketamine, it merges with whatever I'm watching during or after.
Before dosing DCK, I had watched like 4 or 5 episodes of Rick&Morty but with crew's commentary.
After dosing, I opened Altered Carbon which I had finished (second time) with K or sometimes 3-ho-pcp. So this is the third time I'm starting this show. This is where the mindfuck started. I was watching the show but my brain somehow was not registering actually the dialog/music. Whole sound was lingering in the background and I was doing commentary of the episode in my mind. Or maybe the commentary from Rick&Morty was actually happening. They just merged. It was so fun to have this experience.
Just as I was thinking ''wow this is so cool'' trip suddenly took a very weird turn. Very intense deja vu feeling washed over me and I found myself remembering all my previous dissociative trips I've had for the last year (specially the ones while I was watching Altered Carbon) not only remembering, I was kind of inside of them but from totally third person perspective. I was doing commentary on my previous disso trips Lol Even the ones that were so confusing and intense including holes. But I felt a presence with me the whole time like reassuring me ''don't worry man, this is not like those confusing trips, just chill, look at all the information and fun I'm giving you'' Everything was so euphoric, smooth and benevolent. Zero confusion.
Next day I snorted 30mg+30+30. I started at 7pm and went to bed at 11pm (slept with Etizolam of course) That was a great experience as well.
Few things I want to add before going into WARNING part of my post. I didn't see any difference between plugging or insufflating. In fact I prefer the latter with this one. I know it sounds weird but definitely comeup was faster.
Time dilation was so great. I mean that 4 hours felt like an eternity which is a good thing when the trip is fun and manageable and when you're really comfortable.
And the WARNING part.
DCK is not like other dissos I mentioned above, at least not for me. If you redose little bit too much on others, you'll likely to get very confused and have a fucked up experience. But with DCK, you feel like ''this is great and I'm lucid, I can redose like with Ketamine'' And it is really great. With each redose my experience got better and more comfortable. And at the same time I was able to say ''ok, enough, time to sleep''. But this may be a big problem to people who can't say ''enough'' and just binge on whatever that substance is. But the worst negative effect comes the next day, not during the time you're using it.
I'm not exaggerating but it literally obliterated my short term memory the next day, in both situations.
I had had instances like this before, but not so noticeable. This is straight up uncomfortable zone. I mean after both trips, I slept really good. But my mind was all over the place next day. And the time dilation I mentioned above turned against me in the opposite direction. Everything went fast. It was so hard to focus and catch up with stuff like 1 hour is passing but I feel like 20 minutes. So I couldn't hold my self in the moment. It is very distracting and quite honest scary.
Before I begin, a quick story of my dissociative use. I've been doing 3-ho-pcp at least once a week for a year now. It's by far my favorite dissociative. Sometimes I add K, 3-meo-pce, MXPr as a combo.
When I first started, my 3-ho-pcp dose was 12-13mg, now it's 15-16mg. I try to maintan this as much as I can. I generally don't redose more than one time. Maybe this has kept my tolerance grounded. As I'm only using it for the immersion as in watching movies/shows, I don't like going into confusion territory.
Combos I've done have generally been like 3-ho-pcp + K or 3-meo-pce or MXPr (when I have them)
I know for some people this use may sound excessive but point of this post is not my disso use, don't worry I'm a grown ass man who has a nice job, is married and all that stuff. I have a pretty normal life. I don't binge. It has never been a problem to my health or connection with the outside world; work, friends, family etc
My doses for above RCs
- 3-ho-pcp 15-17mg + same as a redose (maybe)
- 3-meo-pce 20-22mg
- K 50mg+50mg+50mg after smoking an indica
- MXPr 60mg+60mg
Above info will be really relevant at the end of this post.
Now, let's talk about DCK. I had definitely underestimated what it is at first. I mean I had known it was a very popular dissociative, almost on par with MXE, but compared with dissociatives mentioned above, this is the real deal. I first used Saturday and then again on Sunday, but it gave me the urge of writing this long ass post. Because I wanted to share how cool it was and give some warnings at the same time. As much as it can be crown jewel of dissociatives, it has the potential of turning your brain into mush next day which I've never experienced with other dissociatives.
I did and allergy test first and snorted 5-6mg. Nothing weird, although I felt tiny bit tinnitus idk it might have been placebo effect. I knew I might have some disso tolerance, but I wanted to test the waters, better safe than sorry, so I prepared 20mg and plugged. 30 min later I understood that I can consume more as the feeling was pretty manageable, so I redose 20mg more.
Next redose was 30mg insufflated. And that's when the fun started.
The effect I'll talk right now is exactly the same I am getting from Ketamine. Whatever I watch before Ketamine, it merges with whatever I'm watching during or after.
Before dosing DCK, I had watched like 4 or 5 episodes of Rick&Morty but with crew's commentary.
After dosing, I opened Altered Carbon which I had finished (second time) with K or sometimes 3-ho-pcp. So this is the third time I'm starting this show. This is where the mindfuck started. I was watching the show but my brain somehow was not registering actually the dialog/music. Whole sound was lingering in the background and I was doing commentary of the episode in my mind. Or maybe the commentary from Rick&Morty was actually happening. They just merged. It was so fun to have this experience.
Just as I was thinking ''wow this is so cool'' trip suddenly took a very weird turn. Very intense deja vu feeling washed over me and I found myself remembering all my previous dissociative trips I've had for the last year (specially the ones while I was watching Altered Carbon) not only remembering, I was kind of inside of them but from totally third person perspective. I was doing commentary on my previous disso trips Lol Even the ones that were so confusing and intense including holes. But I felt a presence with me the whole time like reassuring me ''don't worry man, this is not like those confusing trips, just chill, look at all the information and fun I'm giving you'' Everything was so euphoric, smooth and benevolent. Zero confusion.
Next day I snorted 30mg+30+30. I started at 7pm and went to bed at 11pm (slept with Etizolam of course) That was a great experience as well.
Few things I want to add before going into WARNING part of my post. I didn't see any difference between plugging or insufflating. In fact I prefer the latter with this one. I know it sounds weird but definitely comeup was faster.
Time dilation was so great. I mean that 4 hours felt like an eternity which is a good thing when the trip is fun and manageable and when you're really comfortable.
And the WARNING part.
DCK is not like other dissos I mentioned above, at least not for me. If you redose little bit too much on others, you'll likely to get very confused and have a fucked up experience. But with DCK, you feel like ''this is great and I'm lucid, I can redose like with Ketamine'' And it is really great. With each redose my experience got better and more comfortable. And at the same time I was able to say ''ok, enough, time to sleep''. But this may be a big problem to people who can't say ''enough'' and just binge on whatever that substance is. But the worst negative effect comes the next day, not during the time you're using it.
I'm not exaggerating but it literally obliterated my short term memory the next day, in both situations.
I had had instances like this before, but not so noticeable. This is straight up uncomfortable zone. I mean after both trips, I slept really good. But my mind was all over the place next day. And the time dilation I mentioned above turned against me in the opposite direction. Everything went fast. It was so hard to focus and catch up with stuff like 1 hour is passing but I feel like 20 minutes. So I couldn't hold my self in the moment. It is very distracting and quite honest scary.
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