TheWriterGirl
Greenlighter
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- Dec 15, 2016
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It's Day Four without anything in my system.
Kind of achey. Probably should do some yoga, but wish I could just take a pill to make it go away.
Pretty energetic. A little stressed. Big Christmas stuff ALL WEEK should keep my mind off meds. But in the quiet morning before anyone is awake -- this was always my favorite time to take a pill -- or, you know, like six pills.
You see, I have a very demanding job. I work from home as a writer and marketing specialist, but I'm on call constantly; and I have to run out to cover stories, manage events, get photos. At a moment's notice I could be called to go run a 12 hour event or appear on television. My phone buzzes all the time.
But at 5am, no one is awake yet. No one can call me to an event. I have a moment free of peace. I can take my pills and relax and read and watch shows in the quiet, still morning -- without any fear my phone will buzz and call me to a big event.
This morning I woke up, and there's nothing to do just yet. I'm a little achey, and my tummy is upset. The quiet morning beckons me to take my pills. But, fortunately, there are none to take.
It will be better this afternoon, when I'm surrounded by friends and Christmas cheer.
Sigh.
Kind of achey. Probably should do some yoga, but wish I could just take a pill to make it go away.
Pretty energetic. A little stressed. Big Christmas stuff ALL WEEK should keep my mind off meds. But in the quiet morning before anyone is awake -- this was always my favorite time to take a pill -- or, you know, like six pills.
You see, I have a very demanding job. I work from home as a writer and marketing specialist, but I'm on call constantly; and I have to run out to cover stories, manage events, get photos. At a moment's notice I could be called to go run a 12 hour event or appear on television. My phone buzzes all the time.
But at 5am, no one is awake yet. No one can call me to an event. I have a moment free of peace. I can take my pills and relax and read and watch shows in the quiet, still morning -- without any fear my phone will buzz and call me to a big event.
This morning I woke up, and there's nothing to do just yet. I'm a little achey, and my tummy is upset. The quiet morning beckons me to take my pills. But, fortunately, there are none to take.
It will be better this afternoon, when I'm surrounded by friends and Christmas cheer.
Sigh.