Cheerupem0kidx0x
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 25, 2018
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- 12
I know the answer since this is not my first time on this trip just need reassurance. Today is 3 days since my last dose. Some of y'all might remember I had another thread debating tapering/ct/rehab. I ended up trying a sub taper which worked somewhat well til some other issues in life came up and oxy presented itself to me and I spent the last 3-4 days prior to my quit date bingeing. So it's been 3.5 days since any oxy and like a week or so since subs. I pretty much kept myself knocked out the first 2 days with clonidine, promethazine, and klonopin so I don't remember much of it other than waking up with entire restless body syndrome a few times. Didn't eat or drink hardly at all those 2 days so when I woke up today I felt pretty weak. Tried to eat but then the lovely GI symptoms kicked in. All I've had to far today is Imodium as I was trying not to use the other meds too extensively tho I will probably take something to help sleep tonight. Honestly I feel better than I expected but just wallowing in my pity right now. Feel like just getting a long term script to subs would be so much easier. Why suffer when you don't have to? That whole idea. But I know I want to be done entirely. Just scared to function on my own I guess. I have alot of good things lined up to keep me motivated so just have to make it past these next few days! Wish me luck!