So my lovely kitten Cupcake has done methamphetamine here and there without any dependence issues, only her body telling her it needs sleep and food, etc. She has had IV'd once before but didn't get the full-on effects she did recently. On her birthday I had a friend of hers surprise her with a quarter gram dose. She was slightly anxious about the dose but decided to accept the gift and be prepared for whatever was to happen the following 3-4 days. She was expecting to be cracked out, panicky, or at the very least, have a racing heart or some kind of anxiety. The dose and RoA together have not only opened her eyes to an entirely new side to this drug, but have her yearning for understanding some of her experience even more so than yearning to repeat the experience. So here it goes, a quick rundown of what she experienced, I'll just keep to the aspects that I don't fully understand:
So nearly immediately the first effect she had during the "rush" was a sensation that she had did a shot of vodka. I am guessing that there is an enzyme in your bloodstream that rapidly metabolizes something in the meth to generate this feeling. This effect is not isolated to Cupcake, as her friends colloquially refer to this as "Fire breath" or "Dragon breath". It's not all unpleasant, though it seems as if Cupcake's friends are a little more acutely anxious when this happens. The next thing that happened was that Cupcake felt a sense of transcendent peace wash over her, accompanied by a narrowing of her visual field. It was also accompanied by tracers that sustained for some time, and were not very far at all from the tracers you get from LSD, etc. This effect lasted perhaps 30 minutes. The next observation was that the peace subsided into a more familiar amphetamine-like sense of contentment/confidence, focus, and energy. Upon experiencing this, Cupcake seems to have "gushed" a little despite an absence of arousal or even a single sexual thought. Lastly, the day after the crash, Cupcake notices less negative side effects that usually come with other RoA. Jaw grinding, sores, skin irritation, nasty mouth/teeth, lethargy, and irritability/anxiety were significantly reduced, if not entirely absent.
So my questions are:
1. Why do you get the "Fire Breath", what makes that happen?
2. What's responsible for the LSD-like tracers and sense of peace, is this something to do with serotonin?
3. Cupcake is not a significantly sexually-oriented individual, yet she has a "physiological orgasm" pretty much automatically without a sexual thought whatsoever. Why does this happen? She's only had it happen with IV.
4. Why does IVing cause significantly less negative side-effects than other RoA? I don't think all IV users have the same opinion, as Cupcake has heard and seen others feel worse from IV than other RoA.
For about 3 days after Cupcakes experience, she was almost convinced that the substance could not have been entirely MA, if there was anything else in the substance, what might it have been based on the effects? At first Cupcake suspected MDPV or some kind of Phenethylamine to account for tracers. The other possibility that was considered was that those specific effects were possibly due to an NDE from a near OD, and Cupcake literally was very prepared for that little endogenous release of spirit molecules? I am wondering what is caused due to Cupcake's own body/brain chemistry, what effects are attributed to RoA, and what might actually be something to do with the substance itself! Cupcake wants to know!
So nearly immediately the first effect she had during the "rush" was a sensation that she had did a shot of vodka. I am guessing that there is an enzyme in your bloodstream that rapidly metabolizes something in the meth to generate this feeling. This effect is not isolated to Cupcake, as her friends colloquially refer to this as "Fire breath" or "Dragon breath". It's not all unpleasant, though it seems as if Cupcake's friends are a little more acutely anxious when this happens. The next thing that happened was that Cupcake felt a sense of transcendent peace wash over her, accompanied by a narrowing of her visual field. It was also accompanied by tracers that sustained for some time, and were not very far at all from the tracers you get from LSD, etc. This effect lasted perhaps 30 minutes. The next observation was that the peace subsided into a more familiar amphetamine-like sense of contentment/confidence, focus, and energy. Upon experiencing this, Cupcake seems to have "gushed" a little despite an absence of arousal or even a single sexual thought. Lastly, the day after the crash, Cupcake notices less negative side effects that usually come with other RoA. Jaw grinding, sores, skin irritation, nasty mouth/teeth, lethargy, and irritability/anxiety were significantly reduced, if not entirely absent.
So my questions are:
1. Why do you get the "Fire Breath", what makes that happen?
2. What's responsible for the LSD-like tracers and sense of peace, is this something to do with serotonin?
3. Cupcake is not a significantly sexually-oriented individual, yet she has a "physiological orgasm" pretty much automatically without a sexual thought whatsoever. Why does this happen? She's only had it happen with IV.
4. Why does IVing cause significantly less negative side-effects than other RoA? I don't think all IV users have the same opinion, as Cupcake has heard and seen others feel worse from IV than other RoA.
For about 3 days after Cupcakes experience, she was almost convinced that the substance could not have been entirely MA, if there was anything else in the substance, what might it have been based on the effects? At first Cupcake suspected MDPV or some kind of Phenethylamine to account for tracers. The other possibility that was considered was that those specific effects were possibly due to an NDE from a near OD, and Cupcake literally was very prepared for that little endogenous release of spirit molecules? I am wondering what is caused due to Cupcake's own body/brain chemistry, what effects are attributed to RoA, and what might actually be something to do with the substance itself! Cupcake wants to know!
