kpunk2017
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 23, 2022
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- 47
I started uni, I have to travel almost every day, 1and a half hour, 3h total, at least it gets me out of the house, my therapist said I might need to start medication (I don't know whether it is for anxiety or depression yet) today I hanged w a girl, not much in common but I need to do it every once in a while in order not to become a freak, had fun anyway I guess, super tired from uni but still can't sleep, I have to wake up really early tomorrow, all I can think about is how nice it would be to nod off some tramadol now that I have probably lost tolerance, why can't I just stick with weed? it is going to be really hard for me to adapt to this lifestyle, knowing how unstable I am, it feels impossible to keep my grades up even though im just starting out, sometimes I wish my therapist would just give me some benzos so I could abuse them. fml lol