Crack - can you really just have bad experiences and stop

[Jellyjamhamz]

cause I was a regular dude got kicked out ended up getting into H and hard
now fenty is terrible so the second rehab helped me quit I haven't touched it since
I miss it so much but the negatives weren't worth it
but like every time ive been addicted I literally won't stop until im dead or run out of money
and crack was that for me I already had a coke problem but with the pipe
two months of rehab and all I could think of is hitting that pipe n when I got out I did and I loved it
now im back in uni n im not in n*w y*rk anymore bc im on campus in n*wark
and most of the stuff was really good I copped there
but these last two times
I just got like even worse heart palpations and it made me feel even more grimy than crack usual this
and I haven't done it since
I literally have non stop everyday since like december
is this possible like did I just have one bad experience and I dont want to anymore or was it just cut and im not as strong-minded as I think
bc this is the first time in so long I dont literally dream about it
its so freeing
and I love all drugs(except K2)
but crack is the devil
Id rather do real dope for the rest of my life